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2010-06-19T08:10:00.000-07:00

Hi ! i'm here to update about two awesome outings i had this week . it was reallly fun !
first it was sentosa with the kiss peeps, so went to hannah house first, then headed to mrt to meet ely, then luqman, sok ping, lixian and kristi came along . went to vivo, headed to giant buy stuff then waited for ms siti, ana and ina . :D ms siti brought along her extremely cute cousin, awww . then headed to palawan, changed then slacked . wanted to dance there but dont know why plan failed . later they went to play water while ms siti, sok ping, fateem and i took pics . haha, fateem became a so called baby model . ms siti was tryna make her laugh, she control and control . after that i went to get wet also, didn't plan to . but its okaye luh, quite fun . then later drag kristi in also . went to change, no towel . dammit ! after that went to vivo, some left ready . ate long johns and shared ghost stories . luqman joke of the day, slapped elysee after hearing a funny ghost thingy . HAHAH ! took train home and yes i had lotsa fun :D

yesterday, since faris and xinyi going for the outing . i decided to tag along , faris followed me to np . then later went to his house to change, then met the rest . went with rudy, faris, robin, lyn, jing hui and xin yi . funny uh, wanna get there also so hard, HAHA . robin called me dora, so now im kinda stuck with that nickname . reached there, all like so quiet in their own world . bbq also failure, so went to sit at the rocks with xinyi and faris, xin yi played guitar and we sing sing . later rudy joined, FUNNN ! after that went to take pics, hhaha . jing hui scream is wowww, :o after all the picture taking, fun luh . then they wanna go home, but i wanna stay cos royston ask me to cycle . so rudy and faris stayed also . then later left robin,xinyi,rudy,faris,jia jun,darren,royston and i . wanted to cycle, all shop close . anyhow only this royston . so they went to buy beer, yes yes . then sat at the beach , very cooling and nice . robin became an extremely good at giving advices , :D royston was being an asshole for burrying my leg then pinch my toe and say he thought it was a rock , pfft . then we hadda all listen and console xinyi , hopefully she's okaye now . then sent xinyi off to take cab , then headed to bk to meet royston's parents . they bought us drink, then somehow all of us threw it away later :D then all of us took his car and went home . extreme awesome day ! love them :D pictures uploaded soon . taaaaaaaaaaa

2010-06-10T22:56:00.000-07:00

i should update right, yes . anws i'm really bored so here it goes .
O lvls chinese was okaye, i don't think i can pass or maybe just a pass . cos the ans seem the same to me , wth i know . so after that went for kiss camp, so awesome so fun . got confuse with the dance steps, played all the games . quite fun, the games were fun to those who were really into it luh , the rest all like no mood play . but overall awesome , debrief then shower then headed to bed . didn't sleep till i sae ely sleeping then hannah also sleep .
next day woke up, they got ready to go somewhere . we showered and had more sleep, right right ^^ . then slowly made our way to sentosa, went to the beach together with ely, han, zam , syafirul and ms siti . awesome luh , looking at them dig like *** nevermind shh , but zam helped me lie to them so i can take pics . then later wanted to look for one dumb medal that syafirul hide, tsk3 . we became likes dogs, finally ms siti found it . but it was a fun day, really . went back sch, dance dance then played gangster paradise, awesomee . faz, ely , syafirul and i found a nice small place to hide . so funny you know :D debrief and all , went to shower . then headed to the other class with faz and ely . decided to play truth or dare , eh so fun . esp the disturbing people part, amalina did a lot of crazy things . :D we disturb people, sing to them, change their towels, hide their bear, snap their pants . uh alot luh right , slept at 3 . next morning, clean up then had the matches . had mass dance and goodbye campers . went to mac with ms siti, han and ely and some girl . -.- went home and sleeeeeeeeep !

the rest of the week was spent going out with hannah , ely and faris . uh yes, i lazy to type type . ubaid party was fun and i like the games, oh yeaaa .

second week of hols suppose to have art camp, din go again . tues went out with d, fun uh . wanted go zoo but cant so just went to shop . walked around and he bought a shirt , then went to suntec . ate at kenny rogers, good father i must say . HAHA ! then went up to the store to see pics and videos . then he prac, so just watched . quite fun :D went home and duh the pro had to show him some skills i got , steady one right ? :D

yesterday went out with ely, han and d . went to town, walked around and went to bk . ate and seriously the food service there sucks . -.- d went for some performance thing and we went to walk around , epic fail for the prints . TSK ! ended up at far east then took cab to suntec . urm i slept cos yes i'm damn tired . and i miss my maid, ): suntec walked around then ely bought bubbles, almost did sth sth right . haha , then watched d play , done went home . :D ok bye

2010-05-25T03:36:00.000-07:00

blog is dead, im bored so lets just post .
i kinda realise friends are like actors in your life,just that no camera follows them around . seriously, if you dont want to be my friend , say so . no point acting , cos the acts suck big time . sch has been really boring this few days,intensive mt . but thank god theres yenlin there, tmr jie ying joining . yay ! in case you dont realise, i have ntg against you but you should stop your craps . so mt o level is on monday, then theres camp right after that . i kinda regret joining cos well, i just pray i have fun .

to you, this one is from me and z .
dude, stop it okaye . you think funny huh ? we already said ok, yet you wanna like this with us . come on, drop your act . dont crap to us saying we're you're friends when you go around telling crap abt us to them, find your facts before crapping . atleast i aint in the same sch as z, i know you will read this . but you're freaking in the same sch as her and you're telling people shit about her ? and worse, telling people that she doesnt even know . its time you change, we'll still accept you . z, cheer up . he'll get it soon alright ? he aint some fool which listens to asshole . i guess .

2010-05-10T05:12:00.000-07:00

friday : sch was okaye, quite boring though . didn't go for math remedial, went home to take sth and headed to northpoint to me Darrell . walked around northpoint, both didn't know where to go cos i wanted to go to sch at 6 . went inside kfc, both were like you go buy food i buying only drink -.- haha, so ended up just buying bubble tea . tried ways to pay me back, naah . didn't work out, right ?! then walked to sch, started raining heavily after we got to the bus stop . since pari and hannah also not going for night study, i didn't too . waited for pari outside sch, saw many people . then took bus to the interchange, haha ! pari almost tried the wazzup thing with darrell but after hearing him said he's friend got a tight slap, she decided to shut up . had nowhere to go, so headed off to suntec again ! actually quite fun,im never bored of that place . seriously since last yr, ahha . so in the bus just talk talk , i cant rly rmb about what but just random things i guess . we arm wrestle, fail . i use two hands also, 1s and both hands down . -.- then there was the paper crane and the heart, so random . walked to the spinworkx store, hi bye and went to urm toys'r'us, damn fun i tell you . haha, someone loves the iron man action figure, tsk3 . i think the next time i dont know what to get someone for their birthday, just get that magic shit . the person could get fascinated, oooh . then walked around looking at shoes, played the tile jumping game, hey i won . HAHA ! *shakedamnhard* okaye hi, sorry but i had nothing better to do . let's stare at each other, went bk to eat . that's when i started to imitate him, the way he stands and walks, quite fun luh . didn't finish my burger, nice chilli name and french fries boy . i think if making weird things was part of art, i would ace it . then went up to spinworkx store again, sat there and watched him train . met his friend, jayson . that guy is seriously funny and friendly . i guess he really does have sth against Darrell's ass , haha . i think face down would be a nice song for him, not a loser song but a winner song . RIGHT ! then walked to the mrt station, seriously i moved a lot just by a slight push, thank god didn't drop inside, phew . imitate him at the mrt station again, haha ! then took train back to yishun, i was in my own msg world and yes i was damn blur . jayson got down at amk i think, then darrell sent me home . not bad, he found his way home, haha ! then goodnight everyone .

sat : had tuitions, ntg much .

sun : i woke up early thinking i have tuition, pfffft ! then went to meet hanah and dhurga at my house mac . bought our meal, tsk tsk . hannah and i had some chilli issues, WHAT ! she started first okaye . ate and talk talk talk and talk and the time just went ticking and we didn't study . when we tried to start studying, i went to draw on dhurga's and hannah's book , how can i not doodle ?! i tried to staple her eyelash on my notes, but then it got lost ): dhurga's friend came to visit, i think shes extremely pretty and no she doesnt look 15 at all -.- then we talk talk, i weirdly manage to solve a math qns when i did it anyhow . why cant exams be like that, no seriously . then left mac to take notes from my house, then i kinda realised my file was in elysee's locker, oooops . went to np to photocopy notes for hannah, on the way there i got bullied, tsk3 . hannah went home, dhurga and i went to ely's house . in the bus we played the whacking game, ouch . she got internal bleeding, i found out i had internal bleeding today also . -.- she got scared by my sensitive skin, tsk3 . took notes from ely, ely told dhurga i timed her, oh shittttttt . ): dhurga and i almost broke up on our way back to the bus stop, quite sad you know . there was a cikopek old man, she took bus and i went home . tried to study, didn't work out . went to sleep, tsk .

mon : exams totally screwed up . hannah came to my house, my chi teacher forgot abt me . had tuition, i slept and hannah watched tv . then decided not to study math so i sent her home . goodbye people . i should be watching yog song now, its so funny .

2010-05-03T04:42:00.000-07:00

i know i should not be blogging and i should be studying . someone do me a favour and break the comp, my laptop connection isnt working but the computer one is . -.- english paper is tmr and look at me, eating my burger and laughing at blonde jokes . okaye seriously funny . so yesterday ely came to my house , obviously we did sth right . what happens when two girls are alone in the room, with nice music , with the windows and curtains closed, with air con . asking for the obvious right ? tsk, then once in a while get angry and all . we played petpet world ! HAHA , ok lame . but we didn't study, delayed till idk what time . went to buy food, then sent ely home . okaye bye, i dont feel like blogging ready .

today i broke three ribs, twisted my knee, dislocated my shoulder. what cause these injuries? i had a nightmare and fell out of bed . FML

2010-04-29T07:01:00.000-07:00

wed was awesome, first had hist . i was super sleepy but i hadda stay awake , then had english then it was my sleeping time , art . haha , then at one part . i was sleeping, i didn't realise my hand was on top of elysee's hand , then she touched my hand , i was like ey why you touching my hand . haha, both of us was in the lala land mode . recess, western . math was quite okaye, though i din really listen , haha ! then it was bio, damn shit . i was so bored, thank god the copyings kept me awake luh . bio mock paper was crap, seriously . thank god i had pari and elysee, haha ! as usual, i started shading the whole paper, drawing crap . i think ms dimas hates me now, haha ! then went for math remedial, it started raining so heavily . math ended late, so poor ely hadda wait for hannah, pari and i at the bus stop . then headed to interchange, pari went to boo darrell, haha . then we walked around, ely got present for her dad and d . after that the rest went home . darrell and i walked around, then we decided to head to suntec cos he wanted to show me the shop . so in the bus, he talked a lot . he's not shy anymore, haha ! i realised sth cool about his hand also, ting ! enjoyable bus ride, got down and walked around . haha , so evil to cheat his grandma, tsk3 ! then went to the shop first , saw his friend . he started doing the amazing thing, i had the pissed face, but actually i was concentrating looking where the yoyo goes next and all , haha . after that, went to mac to eat . didn't finish my food while he finished big mac . HAHA, he started shivering and it reminded me of pari . pari starts to shiver even in the ava . talked and all, then walked around . i thought i was the only one liking the toys part, he loves it too . HAHA , butterlyyyy . then took mrt, talked again . then i got down and walked home . :D

thur, went to eat mac with pari and np . then went to sch only at 9.45 . aunty gwen was like, ey go home go home . -.- 2nd time late, mr phua straight give detention , thanks uh . then went for math , rushed eng hw during recess . mrs raj din even go thru the hw, -.- then was chem, as usual wasnt listening . cdl din present, ms winnie was kind enough to give us another week . chi was crap, had LC . i just pass only, then after that slept for a while . went to hall for the NYAA thing, then for mid year shit . then went for detention , left at 4 . pari came to my house, boiled hotdogs and played a game . put the chips on the table, hands behind your back and lets see who eat faster . i won okaye, cos i used my hand at the end , HAHA ! went to sch , pari and i sat at the back . looking at food books, going yumm eeee, NICE LA ! then went home after that .

friday, first period chinese . he gave us some test to do, ended up . i was looking at yenlin do her math paper , ahha . then was english , hadda copy so many things, mrs raj was talking so fast . it was so hard for me to see the words, but i kinda like sitting at the back . :D math was hell, i cant do so many qns . nothing unusual, but quite fun luh . then was art, amazingly i din sleep . cos i was talking and playing games with ely and pari . hannah was forced to do her work, poor lil girl . then went to canteen , left cos pari and han have workshop . ely got math remedial , came back home and slept . was suppose to go for night study, no one woke me up . so i woke up only at 6, too late already . -.- okaye now goodnight .

2010-04-27T05:56:00.000-07:00

taken during YOG thingy, damn i miss those times luh . party and looking at the old lady dancing, so awesome ! we tried joining those crazy ppl, din work out though . so anyways today sch was boring , so damn boring . skip art, went to aunt house then to cwp .
- i think you found out, but deal with it .
- i think you're a big liar .
- i think you should stop all this crap, i wont fall back into that trap .
- i think if you're playing a game with me, you should stop right now cos i think highly of you .
- i think if you think a certain group could be more impt, get lost .
- i think you should stop disturbing her cos no seriously, she isnt interested .
- i think you should know by now i hate you very much so please just go .
okaye goodnight . today i was in the bus and seriously, i turned everywhere and it just looked like tall human buildings everywhere, what a sad life . FML .

2010-04-26T05:58:00.000-07:00

today is a funny day, i woke up feeling weird . i dont know luh, felt a little assed up also . the bus was so crowded, i was the one at the door, i so scared the door just open and i fly out , scary okaye . -.- so first period was chinese, haha . pris forever get tricked by me, only in MT sadly . yenlin almost went siao explaining to me qns , haha . sorry teacher kong . hist was okaye, it went fast cos 1/4 of the time was spent sitting outside library thinking class is there and not in class, haha . math was hell, i didn't know how to do any single crap . i'm like okaye, this looks easy . but ended up, HAHAHA ! all never do, this cant be happening esp when mid year is 1 week away . recess, normal luh . chem, crap . i know i was talking and copying, ntg really went in . eng, awesomeee . mrs raj din come, mdm ng came in . HAHA, fight fight . so it started off with me telling kong abt hannah and pari's dictionary , then syaz said he saw yuan2 tooking it . syaz tell yuan2, he din wanna admit both started shouting at each other, then sth sth yuan2 whacked afiq's head . afiq not happy, FIGHTTTT ! afiq threw correction tape at yuan2, he not happy . come and shout, you watch out i wont let you go out of the school, haha wtf dude . like the whole class would surely be on afiq's side, you were in the wrong right from the start okaye -.- math extn, didnt do anything . i was so tired, sleepy, HUNGRY ! humans ach, i was also sleepy and hungry , but it went quite fast . after that, wanted to go cwp . i dont know why never, went to np instead with hannah , went to eat . so niceee, finally . heaven ! then headed off to the bank near my house, waited so long . at last the person say need bank book, haha . wth -.- then hannah went home, i rushed home for tuition . and that humans, was my day :D

2010-04-24T03:26:00.000-07:00

yesterday was yayness, every year speech day somehow rocks so much .

MT- okaye luh, i was doing eng . haha .
Eng- Mrs Raj stories are never boring, so fun . did some work and then got ready to go home .
Went to mac with hannah and pari, ate breakfast and headed to my place . we planned to go swimming, what a sudden plan . took everything, went to hannah's house . knocked on the door like we were trapped somewhere, then finally han's dad saved the day and open the door for us , ting ! waited for han to get her stuff then we rushed to swimming complex , haha damn funny . the 3 idiots rushing to a swimming complex as if they were super late for sch -.- i know . changed and swim, haha . we did a lot of stupid stuff inside, damn funny . pari and han also tried swimming, wooo ! then changed and went to sch for speech day .

at first i was very pissed but then it got better , so small arguement followed by fun . watched what we hadda do then did a few times then go for break and everything like that, got changed and stood at position , GOH came, salute and stuff, haha . everyone turned different timing, so funny . :D then went up to watch the concert, okaye its so super fun . esp the prize presentation, i love standing up and screaming randomly, it was so fun . the concert was great also, so was the speech by mr c kunlan, first time our speech day speech isnt boring , :D when they wanted to sing the sch song, the whole npcc sec 4s ran down claiming we had duties, haha . but we did help our for the dinner thing, pari and i served water, quite fun you know . HAHA . then for the first time also, they had this live band thingy in the canteen, so cool . then ate a little, took pics with ms siti . ely left first , then we went to change . pari left, hannah and i watched the performance by afif, woaaah . i didn't know lil boy could sing

then left to mac with hannah and ms siti . ey wahlao, paisey-ed me by buying happy meal, but quite okaye la . i love the toy, can spin spin :D talked crap and all, it's so funny when ms siti and hannah think so super hard for a riddle and get my most lamest ans, HAHA ! crapping there till 1050 . sent ms siti home, then hannah and i went to the interchange . met darrell, haha . then all 3 of us walked different pace, hannah asked to walk the same pace . darrell said he shy, HAHAH ! then sent hannah home

darrell walked me to my block . sat there for awhile, he packed his bag then did some yoyo tricks, okaye seriously i dont get how he does it . i just went wowwww, it's really so cool how he can see where the thing is going when all i can see is the thing moving from one place to another, awesomeness . and he didn't tell me he couldn't go home till 6am, else i would have told dad that the overnight was on . but i said i would keep his accompany but sadly after i came home , showered and yes i was extremely sleepy so i slept, haha . i'm sorry DM . (:

2010-04-22T07:22:00.000-07:00

HELLO ! today is an awesome day :D REALLY ! well, the after sch part .

bio : okaye today i didn't fall asleep, the copying was kinda keeping me awake . thank god i wasnt ask to take textbook out , aiyo .
math : perry perry, haha ! ntg much luh, just went thru some qns then it was recess .
-recess-
eng: marked and did some work . i love dish dish lessons luh , only lesson i wont sleep . unless theres test -.-
chem : test, if every test was like that . i would love test, pari and i would change paper without even being scared .
cdl: damn lucky i tell you our group, anws we're the only group havent present . next week luh, PHEW !
chinese: okaye this week i damn sway . everytime he'll randomly ask me qns when i'm talking , damn it la . -.- i prefer libin, he wont disturb me . haha ! but mr leong is better , the way he teaches . (Y)
assembly : i felt sad, i dont think i would mind getting money instead of presents and then donate it . its for a good cause anws, and yat sang . :D

went to northpoint with elysee, devona, pari and hannah . went to popular to buy things for cdl, haha . then went to mac cos devona wanted to eat, end up all ate except me . pravesh called, as promised we bought him a small cake . he came to meet us and passed his cake . so thin, actiooooon uh . then the awesome guy came, haha . i thought he was joking okaye -.- 3sec and i was shaking badly already . but okaye luh, could spot him . i think DM is extremely nice, really . so tmr will be going out with him, haha . the DM's outing , LOL . okaye goodnight . i love the world .

2010-04-20T07:03:00.001-07:00

I randomly watch the 911 video again, it made me cried . i mean the girl is like so oh my . ): okaye anyways let me blog about today . here it goes

PE: ran with seri one round, tried motivating her . but somehow it didn't work . made a bet with regina, i follow her go stadium run, she must buy me icecream . HAHA, if she pass her 2.4 i must treat her back . can luh, then played frisbee . paired with devona and pari, haha ! everytime devona doesnt catch it, either pari or i would run and take it for her . her bouncers, -.-

Math: i wasnt really listening, but i did do some qns . all i could think about and praying was that time ticks faster and that i can eat . wth, the workshop said i shouldnt be thinking about my recess menu in class but think about what my teacher is saying, but cant help it luh .

RECESS: YAYNESS . but again, i left my phone on table and happily went to buy food . -.- standard .

History: i swear i was so sleepy, was tryna stay awake . pari was already sleeping -.- but still manage to stay awake after the stalin video and after mr tan made us copy down stuff .

English : did some marking and searched for wow words . i really didn't know such words existed . quite stupid, BUT WHAT ! im learning now right , pfft . so jyeah, english quite relaxing for this week .

Chem: i didn't listen, some new teacher . mr han ? wth " electrons are not nipple piercings " HAHA . so talked to devona the whole time uh .

English Extended : half of the class was sleeping, i talked to devona about primary sch . quite okaye actually . chen is a bully never let us pee, i miss my primary sch friends . DAMN !

Left with elysee and hannah to amk . went to eat popeyes . HAHA, randomly talked to the counter girl . she might have found me very weird , -.- they were playing awesome songs okaye . trust me . then otw to mrt, some lady just stopped us and started talking about god . i dont know, so weird but when she said stop lying and all that . i felt guilty, its like she knows or sth . :o trained home, saw my cousin . talked to her all the way, youch my faceeee ! then walked home, but then went to marsling to meet uncle . he wanted me to take some things, then he sent me home . :D gooodnight

i'm not suppose to be falling for you, but i am . :o
it still makes me tear, :D

2010-04-13T05:53:00.000-07:00

I MISS MY RABBIT BADLY, though i never did take good care of it, sorry joey . hahaha !

i miss her loads, been talking to her online recently . gaaah, i miss those times . i remember rushing to edit this pic and had it print right before the show, woahhh .

i miss all of you, esp helmi . still, rest in peace bro . i miss all of them, esp the fun we had, the late nights at mdc and orchard . i hope we all meet up soon alright ? love yalll sooo soooo much !

so today ntg much happened it sch, it was kinda boring . hist was a total mess, but i did draw well . haha, the teacher was a plus too . eng test wasnt that tough though, but i screwed both up . was texting endy all the while, but hes asleep now, i think . headed to kkh with the two kukus, cabbed there . as usual, the doc laughed . so did the nurse, but shes really nice ! took med and went to eat . ntg much, i had fun with them . and ely's new panda is super cuteeee !

haha, i agree with elysee about feeling guilty at the mention of your name . you're just being ridi, tooot ! dont worry baby, let's whack her up . but she kinda scary, :o

AND I HAVE TO THANK YAT FOR BEING SUCHA SWEET DUDE FOR WRITING ME A POEM. I,NUR DIANA QUAH, APPRECIATE IT ALOT :D i'll post what he wrote, thanks loads .

Nur Diana Quah...
Sweet, quiet, friendly and lively...
Often subtle in the mercilessly noisy crowd...
Though a few glimpse of her could be very lovely...

Nur Diana Quah...
A simple girl with simple needs...
So cool, so radical...
Her spirit's free to be...

Nur Diana Quah...
Her smile very supreme...
A smile that cures broken hearts...
Turns rock solid hearts to creme...

Nur Diana Quah...
You told me not to fret...
About being alone coz' you'll be there...
This poem is a present, thanks for being my friend...

*i think im falling for you,

not anyone else but you.*

I also think pravesh lost weight and he's freaking hot now, haha . with the new hairdo and everything, dude you're awesome . see, told ya you'll get the chicks go crazy :D

2010-04-12T04:43:00.000-07:00

you're trying to apologize,

im so sorry it wont work out,

please just cut it out .

dont tell us sorry cos you're not,

you're only sorry cos you got caught .

but you put on quite a show,really had us going .

now its time to go, curtain's finally closing .

that was really, quite a show .

quite entertaining but hey,its over .

i dont wish for all this crap to happen again. everyone is talking about how a guy can change someone's whole life, i've always thought of it as rubbish . but damn i know how a guy can do so now . it's really getting on my nerves with the way things go now . the next time you wanna tell sth about me to someone, think twice if you're really telling the truth . do you think people would trust you and not tell me what you told them ? think again babe, its really not working out for you right ? better stop, its good enough none of us ignore you . do you think this will last as long as you want it to ? you wanna play a game here, truth is its already game over for you . stop it with your whole friendship thing, i really dont need all your acts here . if you dont like me, just tell me . i really dont mind loosing you, atleast i would have TRUE friends . please stop, you should know everyone is starting to hate your attitude , you freaking changed . please dont try to use someone else as an excuse, when you're the real reason for all this . please just get lost, we dont mind . thank you .

2010-04-07T08:01:00.000-07:00

the week has been quite okaye luh . nothing really interesting , went to babysit . quite fun, then did hannah's birthday card . bla bla, so yesterday was her birthday, left sch went to np . bought cake and went to her house, ely hold the cake, i hold card, pari hold present . hannah came and we sang her the birthday song, awwwh . you must be touched right hanny ? and duh the bear is cute, cos you know . HAHA . hannah was model for the day, then rushed to night study .

it was boring i tell you, but anisa wrote love letter to me,awwwwh ! LOL ! so left earlier with pari, i thought i would sleep during tuition . but amazingly i din luh . today was boring, esp art . but i slept peacefully, yay ! so i'll be going away for 3days , i pray hannah and dee recovers soon and ely please stay strong, am here . and pari to stay normal, okaye . & ty to farah for doing the project, sorry we din help . okaye la bye !

2010-04-03T07:58:00.000-07:00

fri and sat had been a blast !
fri; met hannah first . then went to meet ely . omg lala bike damn cool luh , and haha ! tried to trick me uh ely, din work out . his bike damn nice ): then met erlyn and her bf . his eyes damn nice -.- then took 853 headed to amk, blisters was killing ely and i . walked around, went to mac . walked around again, then took 169 back . took 800 and i swear ely was damn crazy, i kissed a girl and i liked it . HAHA, omg elyy . what you do to the left, must do to the right :D

sat; met ely first . hannah was early today . headed to bugis, haha . walked around , nothing much though . but i know today there was a lot of hugging , holycow ! then went to bk, i din eat okaye . wooo ! cos i din feel like it, went to orchard . i swear i hate all those 50+ people, ughhh ! walk walk, trained home . haha, funny how its such a small world right ely ?

and martin got ownedddd ! haha, seriously damn funny . see, next time you shouldn't lie anymore, once you lie . more and more people wont trust you, its not worth it . seriously . and yay ! let's all go roller blading , and ain is damn nice :D i love her . :D

AND devona is sick, please come back to sch sooon . and some sicko is being sucha arse, stop it . we hate how you love to lie your way thru, we aint fools to believe you anymore :D

2010-04-01T23:00:00.000-07:00

yesterday was april fool day .
bio- sway start, and i was writing song lyrics on every single page .
math- i wasnt really listening , i was thinking of the food . haha !
recess- ate western, studied english .
english- did the test thing .
chem- i din listen at all, and devonaaaa ! get well soon okaye ? (:
cdl- i was looking at how farah and regina thumb war, danger .
chinese- went to ely's class . their class instead of facing white board, all face the back of the class, even the teacher's table was at the back -.- then mr leong come in, he so shock . then he ask everyone faster sit down cos got test . everyone shouted huh at the same time, he said april fools . -.- then yenlin was planning to fool farah
assembly- plan to prak farah, failed. -.- kris kris kris ! then selvam take away the roach, aiyo . thats the end .

waited for mrs leong with nat, haha . damn funny, she was in a meeting . then went aimlessly with hannah, and the sales girl . got rejected by every customer, hahaha ! okaye byeee,

2010-03-31T08:22:00.000-07:00

hist: quite boring . but i pity those under hitler, he's so crueeel !
eng: completed summary, kept reading thru till i got the points stuck in my head even till now .
art: sigh, i did something today . not much, but something cos i felt bad not doing anything . plus sainah was helping us and all . gave omar his gift, haha . happy birthday ! idc, im first . (:
recess: me likeeee !
math: i wasnt really in the right state of mind, but okaye luh . i got it .
bio: changed place, sit behind a wall ? wth, sure sleep la !
test: was hopeless ! but i shade damn well, serious . texted eshut .
math remedial: learnt some thingy, i forgot ready . text again .

went to np with hannah, library . then took 804 cos we hadda wait for faris and ely so long . near northview there, i saw eshut . HAHA ! then near interchange, i was sitting at the back of 804, i turn behind there was an 806 bus . i could see him so clearly . -.- texted him saying i was behind him, this reminded me of arjun and i . we text even when he was so near me, funny . i didn't go and say hi, if i did . then i wouldnt get sore eyes ! saw omar, then waited for faris . went to popular, HAHA . what kinda book is that dumb tree . printed pics, met ely . headed to ssc, shopped with faris in pop while ely and han went to kopitiam first . ely studied, faris, hannah and i did sth sth for someone . AWWWWH, so sweeeeeet ! i like, mcm so fun gitu . took ssc bus at 9.50, hannah got down . then we got down, said bye and here i am. at home, someone bring me to roller bladeeee ! ): goodnight.

2010-03-20T06:09:00.000-07:00

so this week has been really tiring . im gonna blog about the whole week, i dont think its gonna be long ? i dont know la .

monday : went for hist in the morning,

hadda sit different place, i was so sleepy .

dammit, but im liking venice a lot, so so nice .

i wanna go there soon, jyeah right .

then went for chinese, damn sian .

but it got better after yenlin came,

she was twitting abt sickos, HAHHA !

then went for math, i wasnt really concentrating ,

mind was ready switch off .

then went with devona to mac,

saw sth pissing off . haha !

then went to meet ely,

she came to my house,

packed my bag and headed off to northpoint to meet aminur .

haha, poor guy bring so many things .

then took 965, 89 headed to hannah's chalet .

AND I TELL YOU, aminur and ely pitched a tent .

aiya shut up, to you all easy, they first time .

plus i was part of the making, i help them take pictures :D

finally the tent was up,

ely and i left aminur and met hannah .

bought pizza, we got 2 free pizzas ,

-.- then met devona,

then headed to the heh heh spot and ate and talk .

then dev, ely and i headed to buy water .

aminur stayed there and sing to hannah, haha . enjoy only hannah .

then soon, lala came . AHEMS ELYSEE, hannah damn basket .

but i agree, he can eat shit and go die . lala better .

then devona and i had a mini water parade, best right ?

haha, poor girl . she went home wet,

then later lala also headed home .

then 4 of us sat there and ate lala's filled with love chocolate, LOL !

then aminur and i started singing, nonsense .

then aminur and i went to buy batt .

then we ran back, dont ask why . -.- damn stupid i tell you .

then here comes panick mode when hannah mum called,

planned out everything .

left aminur there and headed to han's chalet,

realising we din even need a freaking plan .

ely and i headed back to tent,

then 3 of us sat at the heh heh spot .

continue singing, eating and talk talk .

VERY THE FUN !

and then took pictures,

ely seriously look like a ghost .

sat at the rocks, more like lie down .

then headed to mac to eat,

after that we seriously felt like puking .

went inside the tent at 4am like that,

it was freaking difficult to sleep .

aminur slept and turn the whole place upside down, haha !

people turn slowly while sleeping,

this one turn so fast .

then end up his leg until elysee there,

when she was at the other end, HAH !

aperjerr, then woke up at 5.30 .

slept again, then ely tied the tent part, aminur *cried* wanna go out,

she opened, she tied again, he wanted to come in -.-

woke up, took pictures .

sang again, forever .

then they wanted to jumpshot, crazy people .

aminur seems to be the only one having a perfect jump , pfffft .

we unpitched the tent,

again i helped by taking pictures .

then waited for hannah to get ready .

then together with her sister,

we went to wild wild wet .

the best bomb ever !

esp when hannah tries to get out of the float, hahaha !

then went to the wave, hannah almost drowned me .

nevermind girl, see you small .

then went for lunch,

thanks hannah parents very much for the wonderful treat, yummy !

then went back to swim,

then cabbed home cos i had tuition .

tuition was crap cos i was like half asleep ,

but i had fun with all of them luh , like the best !
wednesday : went for math test, haha .

crappy, i was so sleepy that i couldnt do the paper properly !

then headed home to get some stuff,

went to buy for pris kfc ,

hard time i tell you .

then went for chem,

i freaking din know that i had choice to go or not,

waste my timeee !

then headed to northpoint with ely and dev .

went to eat at foodcourt,

cass came along .

then all of us left for home,

super tired ready thats why .
thur : ate breakfast, left for bio .

ely and i writing lyrics all the way .

then went for art camp, ahems ajay !

anisa blushing all the way,

and for the whole freaking day i din do anything .

i dont know why i was even there .

then tinie all webcam with my lappy,

they took freaking funny pics ,

i like cos when i look thru the folder i laugh hard,

well not as hard as when they first took it .

after that,

han anisa and i headed to northpoint .

ate subway, okaye damn funny .

the 3 of us crap so much, anisa puked . -.-

anisa luh, told us about how devi threw the cookie,

so i tried .

and 3 of us can never have a 1min of silence, ting !

then went to anisa's house to say hi to her mum,

but sadly she wasnt there ):

then went home .
friday: went for math, sigh i failed . HAHA .

then went home with pari and ely,

we ate and listen to ely's stories .

then took 800, ely left for sch .

pari and i headed to np to print lala's pics,

then went to devona's block to take homework

then went back to sch to wait for ely .

then talk talk in class and left to northpoint,

went ljs . saw rina and roshan, ama and iqah .

then left to buy ramly and headed to hannah's house .

basket, they make me puke water, haha !

then left for home, overall fun luh .

that was my week ,

now let me show you funny pictures . wooots .

goooodbyeeee

2010-03-12T06:49:00.000-08:00

today was awesomee ! so he had the mass run thing in the morning, devona pari and i walk instead of run, aiya so boring to run . -.- then we had the concert and all, it was kinda okaye luh . it was quite fun, this year concert all seem so fun , seriously . cleared all the books under table and all that, then devona and pari went for tamil . ely and i sat in the canteen, talked to kris . i pity that dude, but i guess i somewhat agree with him luh . ely left after pari came down, waited for devona . pari left, devona and i headed to northpoint . and i basically told her everything, and it seems like everyone realised it , i wonder when she would realise it . -.- went to popular first, then went to kfc to eat . we talked alot, about everything luh . sadly we have to wait after o levels and all, so for now uh . HAIYO, must just relax . then went home, called hannah . plan for next week . like its gonna be freeeeaking fun uh, atleast i think it will be . im still kinda annoyed that you lied, just freaking tell the truth luh . and please stop using my name for almost everything uh, enough is enough . dont think i dont know, im not saying anything cos i take it like a favour from you . but stop it, seriously . even if you wanna do it, tell me . dont freaking act like nothing happened, i saw it already . no point tryna cover up, its not gonna work out for me .

2010-03-11T05:46:00.000-08:00

today i swear i had fun with ely and aminur today , HAHA . the idiots who got so freaking wet . then ely and i got high when we reached hannah's house, HAHA ! freaking funny i tell you, then went to devona's place next . prepare to see devona doing a dare during math lessons, HAHA . today also sucked because i saw him, again . like seriously, its been a freaking year diana . just freaking let go can ? &@%$)$&$

you still live inside of me,
you're the only one i wish i could forget.
and though there are times when i hate you cause i cant erase
the time that you hurt me and put tears on my face
and even now while i hate you it pains me to say
i know i'll be there at the end of the day
somehing that i feel i need to say
but up till now i've always been afraid
that you would never come around
and stll i wanna put this out
i feel you're not deserving of me,
and still you're the only one .
i know that ily but let me just say
i dont wanna love you in no kinda way.

this seriously sucks badly, its really not me.

2010-02-28T06:30:00.000-08:00

waited for devona at mac yesterday , then hannah came . ate and left for math . it was quite okaye luh, i did get it . it seems so easy after mr chang explain . after that, waited for bus . then saw northview guys, saw marz from far . nearer saw rezza, people ready so hard to forget him, then only he will appear infront of me . i went to hide, saw him i went to psst , i dont know why i even went to hide . then the whole breakdown feeling came to me again, 1 year ready . let it go diana, HAIYO ! went to np with devona, hannah, omar and ivan . rezza msged, thanks again . i totally went into that shit feeling again . went to foodcourt, they ate . ivan and omar seriously looked gay eating the ice kachang together, HAHA . itsbeen months, but somehow i just cant look at you . plus knowing that you lied and now with all this shit, it really made it harder for me to talk or look at you , you may not feel the same . but this is how i feel, and its crappy , thank you .

tuition was shit today, i was really sleepy luh . i tried getting what they taught me, so so luh . met to np to meet elysee, went to get sth for someone, cos i swear i got a nightmare and i just hadda go and buy it , -.- pfft . met cass at bk, mac and ljs food but ate at bk . slack there for awhile and left for home . our plans of gifts, muaahha . nachos elysee ? HAHA ! came back went online, okaye serious fabian made me smile . he was like diana wanna see my new gf ? show me his display pic, he was him pointing to a doll and touching her hair and smiling so widely, SO FUNNY . okay, i wanna sleep . goodnight suckers .

2010-02-24T06:32:00.000-08:00

today din go to sch, so morning . as usual reporter pari msges me, haiyo . then headed off to the hosp, registration took really long . -.- then went in, went to change into some teddy bear gown, HAHA . then had the creams on both hand . waited for 1h plus, then nurse came to ask me to sign a form saying that during the op she wants to take some blood from me for research purposes, okaye lohh . then doctor came, explained and all . went into the op room, i think there were like 10 people in there, all giving instructions . then they started poking 3 needles in, not so painful . then the doctor was like, do you want some music, your ipod . after he said that, some weird med flowed in, quite painful then bam, fell asleep ready . bla bla, stayed there till 1+ . did all the shit and went home . slept all the way , reporter pari came over . and she really reported to me everything, powerpack luh that girl .

ANYWAYS, i hope fabian amos gilbert recovers soon . do take care during your op tmr uh , :D

2010-02-22T06:27:00.000-08:00

sch has been boring, haha . ntg much to update, but tmr got art ach . WHAT THE , -.- but wed i aint coming to sch cos of the scope thing . so yea, anws theres pe tmr . i like, farah and basketball . ting !
I found this :
You can never trust anyone in life except for yourself .
Honestly , not all of your friends can be trusted .
Well yeah , they joke around you , share secrets , gossips ,treats you like how friends should be treated and also showers you with compliments ( when you're around )
But when you're NOT , they talk bull-crap to others about you , expose your secrets , make fun of you , twisting stories about what you did and think they could get away with it .
Friends do say harsh things to you and expects you to change for the better .
Some dont , they discriminate you so they could feel better (in the bad wayy )
They also dont embarrass /discriminate you in infront of others just to show people how GREAT they are at doing these things to their friends .
Some people who really do things to pull someone down , diao .

Okaye i wanna sleep, goodnight .

2010-02-19T05:21:00.001-08:00

school has been tiring and boring plus fun and alot of anger . the anger part only for yesterday, dang . i've not been studying and i keep telling myself i have time, but then again . i realise i dont at all , aiyo . so today i went for npcc, woaaaah right . wasnt that tiring but i was hungry, i like my juniors, esp fazilah and halizah , i think thats their name . very the confusing, and ps anisa they thought i was in sec 5 . anisa was mean today and FUNNY . she made me dance while walking, tsk3 . today = awesome because there wasnt art, ting ting ting ! okaye luh, im very tired . i hope i go out tmr , pleeeeeeeeeeease . bye .

*i feel like screaming at you badly, everytime i look at you i just think of everything . the come and go part already i din mind, but hello stop lying can . dont crap to me and then tell someone else another thing, it's really not very nice of you to do that . im guessing you're scared i might find out, but hey i did . im guessing you prepared a same script and song for every single girl you feel like hurting ? dude, get a life . im not hurt but pissed cos you lied this much, and to think i actually said let's be close again . -.- goodbye dingass .

2010-02-14T21:42:00.000-08:00

I'm finally back, and my blogger password is so -.-
I say i enjoyed 14feb very much, seriously . the morning started off bad but it got better after that , went to grandma house . i really still dont get how the two cute thing can scold if french so well . taught them how to play mastermind, my aunt thought them a different way . thank god they knew mine was right way . then all of us left to the old folks home to see ahjie . omg she's like so weak now, shes 90 . then went down to the pond and threw coins, okaye funny .

julia droppd her sweet, she went to the shifu and said, excuse me i lost my sweet, i was wondering can i get another one ? the shifu straight away panicked thinking she lost sth impt, then another lady came . julia repeated again, everyone laughed . haha ! then they sent me to ecp, otw there . gabriel came wanting to poke julia, i must say he has good ways of tricking her into putting up her arms so he can tickle her . julia cried cos she couldnt follow me cycling, aiyo that cute thing . waited for ely and han, went to eat subway . YUMMY .

then went to rent bikes, changed and went to swim . this elysee uh, went so far . hannah panicked, we all had fun luh . whatever shit thing that touched my legs, eww . then changed and cycled all the way to idk where, cycled back . leg teros cramp man , then we took bus . waited for that bus 31 like i dont know how long . the 3 idiots started singing luh, bus stop . -.- BUT IT WAS FUN, DEAL WITH IT . made friends with a small boy in the bus, danial hakim . headed to tamp, the couples were still sleeping even after the bus parked, HAHA ! went to change and then headed home . hannah sleepy = very slow . sent her to her doorstep, followed ely home .

i almost ate pork, hahu . then she cycled me, but then again . din turn out right, she got hurt . so i ran and she cycled to my house, haha . tiring but quite okaye luh . she was suppose to sleepover, long story . went home, and now im at home wondering wth i should do . tmr we're gonna go study, whole day . right, which one of you believe me ? i dont think anyone would , okaye byeeeeeeee

2010-02-06T05:09:00.000-08:00

I want to go some places like this where

I can talk to the nature all by myself.

Confide in and confess everything with ‘em.

Tell ‘em about my life

I din find a need to blog cos everyday seems like the same routine .

nothing interesting really happened though .

let me blog abt today,

had the CIP thing, headed to tamp

with devona, hannah and pari .

knew it, we din do anything .

we walked around, devona went shopping

instead of doing CIP .

cousin came and donate to me , AKEEEL !

headed back, ms lai called .

we were the last to reach, haha . sorry cher .

then pari left, headed to dev's block .

waited for devona, okaye luh . not that bad, she was fast .

saw dorothy, i really think devona should be elder .

hannah came to my place, we cooked .

okaye damn pathetic, the fire part .

but i did it uh, funny hunnu .

we love our food, so nice .

did some math thing, headed to buy choc .

then went up the hill,

saw pari and butterfly .

it was cos of pari we called him butterfly,

i still think its funny .

one guy and i could write a whole book just for jokes abt him .

ew .

went to play swing with hannah,

HAHA !

i fell, i know i shouted mummy and fell .

hannah laughed along with me, idiot girl .

then we talked about life, i think so ?

just pure craps, thanks babe .

walked her back and slept .

2010-01-26T06:30:00.000-08:00

i dont give anyone reasons to hate me,

they just create their own drama of

PURE JEALOUSY .

sch's been tiring luh,

if january is tiring, i think by june i'll be dying ?

or maybe like next mth , sigh .

okaye so i'll be away from thur-sun .

taking the plane alone, -.-

i wanna say sorry to mr chris rocker,

we 3 awesome shit will promise to try our best .

and thank you to omar for the math help, :D

as you can see, i got ntg to blog .

but i gotta keep this blog alive,

boomshakamamy .

ANWS ! randy is an awesome guy who simply rocks :D

he loves the world and he's awesome .

okaye byee .

2010-01-23T04:17:00.000-08:00

my saturday is a boring one,

woken up by weee .

okaye weee is freaking adorable,

*slaps*

then junny had tuition, so i kinda fell asleep back .

bla bla, woke up and had tuition,

okaye my compo was so easily completed .

:D i like i like .

tmr chem tuition, hello diana wth are you doing now ?

blogging ? well stop it and go and do your homework .

yes mind, -.-

OH EVERYONE, i have a new baby .

my cowwwww , it cost 9.90 .

but i love it more than a million bucks .

obviously that was a lie la , DUH .

okaye goodnight .

2010-01-21T20:52:00.000-08:00

I'm back to blog about my crappy life, sch's been such a bore luh . yesterday was okaye, i was very late . the poor pari hadda wait for me, thank god we din get offence slip . smart people, :D
the rest all quite boring luh, only chi uh . i think i kinda panicked cos i couldnt do some qns , thats so not me right . i was wondering, why i din sleep during chi test, lol . just pray for a pass, can ready . aft sch, went to bk to eat . cass come, i think bk makes people laugh alot . hadda to ssc, hannah left first . usual we stayed in popular for so long, okaye the jerry is freaking cute, getting it for ely today . and im getting a pet cow, mooooooo . after that walked all the way to my house, back home .

Didn't go to sch today, just came back from the docs . gonna meet the rest later, pari's coming over first . and heh heh made my day by letting me see awesome pics, freee man . sorry you all, today's gonna be a heh heh day from me :D okaye goodbyee, love all of youuuuuuu . maybe not all .

2010-01-19T05:50:00.000-08:00

im so the kuku tired, met ely and took bus . thank god no one heh heh during assembly, silent reading is serious shit . i was falling asleep ready, then it was pe . -.- i prefer mr tan though , well cos more slack :D math, i din get it but i got it ? okaye cos im sleepy luh, ate western . fish better than chicken, seriously uh . history lagi worse, i was so so so sleepy already, at that time i wished someone would hit me real hard in the head, but then again i'll get damn pissed -.- eng had test, i sumpah i dont understand anything ? and i tell you mrs raj hair is damn niceeeeeee ! chem, tsk tsk . failed test, nothing unusual luh . and mrs chan likes asking me qns , haha . lucky got people to help me . eng extention boring luh, wanted to sleeeeeep ! art was worse, wasnt in the mood of doing any work luh . i love mr chris and ms sainahhhh , :D after that ely left for netball, also sorry to pari for like you know hitting your phone , lol . went to mac, ntg much uhh . walked home with hannah , doneee . and i think my teacher in laughing real hard cos he realises that i dont know a single thing abt chem, LOL . and i feel bad to fail math test tmr, cos he taught me alot . but the idiot me just nod my head cos im sleep whenever he teaches . i just rmb, i owe farah love letter, she owes me $1 (: gooodnight . ely cheer up, dude come out fast !

2010-01-18T05:16:00.000-08:00

YES I THINK HEH HEH IS TOTALLY CUTE

sch really rocks with those kukus .

and mt rocks with yenlin around .

i hate test luh ,

and i wanna say . cheer up elysee .

to mr J : we all hope you are fine ,

and please do not go in for long .

we just met and we seriously plan alot ready uh .

faster give her a msg or call ,

to tell us you're fine . cos she's right there waiting for you also !

to balls : shut the hell up luh .

stop it with your fucked up face uh ,

you tall means big fuck right ?

tell you what , tall means easier grab your freaking balls .

wanna comment then just keep it to yourself uh ,

nothing to do with you also .

L-O-S-E-R

2010-01-15T22:22:00.000-08:00

I SAY 15JAN10 ROCKS AWESOMELY !

sch was okaye luh,

chi period was funny looking at yong en .

HAHA !

went to lasalle , the sch quite okaye .

maybe i could consider that as one of my choice,

you might never know what this drama me can do !

went to get my stuff and all, went home and shower .

pari and hannah were quiet, sth not right .

headed off to pari house, changed and eat .

took bus and meet ely, and bused to downtown .

it was fun luh, i tell you this down song right .

seriously, i think its our life song . or maybe month ?

happy birthday anisa, and thanks for everything . :D

HERE COMES THE I LOVE HEH HEH PART !

so walked to the beach, this part uh . -.-

only the 4 of us know how funny it was to get to the damn beach /

went there, took pics and all .

then got one group of malay guy singing,

they sounded so so niceeeeeee .

sadly we din request for any songs,

then we took pics with them .

group shot, aweeesomeeee !

THEN IT WAS ME AND HEH HEH ,

awwwh . i can ignore all my babies and think abt heh heh .

jerry and 2 other guys came and talk to us ,

they all mcm phm only,

say got pocong and all, but then if nampak .

they wanna cycle home -.-

then ahems ask for ahems number ;D

then went back to the chalet,

sadly everyone went to changi hosp,

i wanna goo also !

then went home, pari went in car .

3 of us walked home talking abt yes you .

sent hannah all the way to her door step,

then the sweet ely sent me home .

otw home, we were screaming , 2 am screaming .

yes ! cos we were excited plus we saw those ugly insect .

so ugly then still wanna come out and show yourself !

stupid .

went home, got excited with ely thru msg .

today, urm ntg much . went to print pics, omg .

heh heh , goodbyeeee

2010-01-11T04:13:00.000-08:00

Today sucks badly, morning was almost late . then did some duty, chinese was crap . haha, i like sitting beside jieying :D then was hist, well just went thru stuff . then was math, me likey this topic . just press press can ready, i so confident bring textbook, then uh it was the wrong one -.-
recess, ate and whatever-ish . chem , i swear i dont get a freaking thing . i din friend pari anyways, hahahhuhu . was english, i enjoy mrs raj lessons , then rimmy came to call me out . went for duty, i got 4e10 . my looooooooooooove, shhh . i saw everyone's result and got so shocked . i cant imagine myself going thru this shit next yr . everyone from that class kept asking me for their result, i just hadda say i cant see a thing cos their result were just so bad . sighs, i still think they did their best luh . and i pray that devona gets a second chance, she cried so badly . lucky i never cry -.- proud of amalina ! haha, she did great . went to bk after that, all got so stressed up, mr selvam sms-ed us the art topics, damn it ! i was stucked there, well its okaye luh . but still, zaza came over to help . so tmr is curik ideas time, thank zaza . walked home with him , and i still dont wanna face anything . i'm scared .

nothing's impossible,

the word itself says,

im-possible . (:

2010-01-10T02:43:00.000-08:00

She's the girl that has a few best friends

& doesn't need anymore,

the girl that laughs the hardest at her own jokes .

She's the girl that will hang up on you,

but then call you right back & say sorry .

She's the girl who will never leave your side when you need her,

the girl who will go out of her way to cheer you up .

She's the girl who never sleeps without her favourite pillow by her side,

she's the girl who says she isn't ticklish,

but really is .

She's the girl who will not give up on you

if she really believes in you .

She's the girl who believes in loving somebody

forever .

It’s amazing the things you realize when you lose someone .

You get mad at yourself for not saying

the things you could have said a million times .

You take for granted the days you spent doing nothing

when you could have been with them .

Anyone can be taken,

at any point in our lives,

but we always wait until they’re gone to say

the things we never had the courage to say .

everyday i lie and say this two words "i'm fine" long story short, i'm not (:

just because she comes off strong ,

doesnt mean she didn't fall asleep crying ,

and even though she acts like nothing is wrong ,

maybe she's just really good at lying .

THIS SUCKS BIG TIME,

-.-

2010-01-06T05:11:00.000-08:00

Sometimes,

you just cant tell anybody how you really feel .

Not because you dont know why .

Not because you dont know your purpose .

Not because you dont trust them .

But because you cant find the right words,

to make them

UNDERSTAND .

i tell you uh, i hate sch . my motivation stays there only for a day , guess i ought to really wake up . -.- wont work, shut up diana . so as usual, hadda have an ugly hairstyle in sch . was held back by assembly and all so history was shorter . just talked and all, thank god he din like ask for files . ps:/ i think mr tan likes natasha, somehow i think he can see my imaginary friend . amazing ? HAHA ! then it was eng, but nooo the hotthang didn't come . -.- then it was art, talked and talked , i tell you i was sleepy the whole time . and friday must start already ? please help me get through hell . sighs . SUCKS .

recess sat with the fun peepo, ate chicken rice . AND AHHHHHHHHHH ! miss SAINAAAA , yay ! she's back, me like me like ! shes the only art teacher i love, like, will do her work . then it was math, hmm . i sat with baby, HAHA ! mr chang only talk talk, hope i hit my target, serious shit . then bio, haiya . i think fr the whole yr will fall asleep one luh, tsk . but theres sth to look forward, counting ms diman "ah" hahaha !

after sch was just basically walking, laughing, talking . and more of all those, hahah ! okaye i love my 3 kukusmelly . :D you all rock, sorry but deal with my colourless post, im lazy . nights smelly armpits .

Lets all watch Free Willy . If ever the part where the boy leaned into the water to give Willy a hug. Ask this , “How do you even hug a whale?” My answer will be roll over and gave me a hug, that's how you hug a whale :D

2010-01-04T04:27:00.000-08:00

it did, only after sch was fun !

met hannah, was suppose to go sch damn early, ended up reaching late .

tied hair and rush to hall .

went to class, did seating arrangement,

not happy with it .

but okaye luh, sitting with cheli .

but far from my babies .

recess was AWESOME !

then went to hall, 4 of us kept talking .

long talk and all, had grooming check .

fringe got caught, nails also .

so much for cutting it in the morn, pffft !

after sch went to np, bought hair stuff .

headed to ssc, cotton on and popular .

ate subway, left home .

ely left first, hannah followed me home .

went to cut hair, now too thin to tie .

talk talk, sent hannah home .

am back now, im still not ready fr sch

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh, goodnight .

2010-01-02T22:57:00.000-08:00

I have finally come to the point,

in my life where i'm happy with myself .

And know that i dont have to change,

or be a certain way for people to like me .

I'm just fine and if someone dont think i am,

SCREW YOUUUU .

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKKKKKKKKK KAAAAAAAUUUUU

sch starts tmr, well it's like so fast luh .

i'm so the not prepared at all,

the gundu normal me decides to keep long hair for once,

which means i have to always tie it .

drink goat pee you idiots !

i dont know what i have to bring, well i know homeworks .

but i dont know where or what hw i have, dammit .

but first day should be fun,

i miss sch food . i miss my table, but i'll get a new stinky one soon .

OH YAAAAAAA ! today was totally funny,

raymond and aunt came over,

i had tuition at 9.30-11.30 .

around 11, i couldnt stand it already

i was moving so much, hahaha .

then went to buy shoe,

told ray about the funny lift thingy i saw, and we tried it out .

we tried 2 out only, and seriously the person got pissed .

1. ray, me and some old aunty .

raymond looked at all the buttons and said,

i wonder what all this do .

then he started pressing almost all . -.-

i had to control my laughter, fxck hard okaye .

the aunty was damn pissed .

HAHAHA

2. ray, me and some mat . *smelly*

raymond start meow-ing and the mat started staring ,

then every floor he went ding ding .

while going up he tapped the mat,

then act as if ntg happened .

LOL !

okaye i love this guy, so daring and he rocks !

i'm reaadddddddddy for sch , bring it on sch food .

2010-01-01T23:16:00.000-08:00

2010-01-01T18:59:00.001-08:00

I've been busy,

well with cousin engagement thing .

my muscles all damn painful okaye,

like seriously . -.-

but anyways congrats to both of them , :D

both cousins . hahaha .

but it was also fun luh, just ultra tiring .

and and, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE .

i'm late, sorry .

since almost everyone i know have this thing of wishing one by one ,

i shall have it too .

To my whole; entire family :

happy new year ey .

lucks to all those taking streamings, PSLE and o lvls .

well its only me luh,

but sorry if i did any wrong,

which i know is alot .

but still forgive me :D

rock on people .

To Alfian :

thanks for everything ey .

all those encouragements and all,

i wont let you down i promise .

and also, make sure you do your part .

you cant expect one side only alright ?

rock on cos you know you rock hard boy .

To Hannah :

ey kuku ! hahaha,

i still have no idea how we made friends

but i dont regret being friends with you .

and thank you for believing in me ,

thank you for being there to sing craps with me in class ,

thank you for climbing up all the way to

henderson waves when it was so hot,

thank you for everything .

i dont need any presents,

cos we exchanged something more

worthwhile than any other presents .

right ?

love you babe . (:

To Pari :

prataaaa .

i just wanna say a big thank you to you .

this year has been a rocky year for us,

but hey we made it thru .

sorry for any mistakes or whatever,

leave the past behind .

thank you for being a great friend,

a great pranker,

thank you like so so much,

love you . (:

To Elysee :

ey you ! my crime person, haha .

even if we're not in the same class,

we can still remain as best friends i promise .

i just wanna say thank you to you,

you rock man .

thank you for crime-ing with me,

for making me laugh during the rp thing,

for cheering up my day always .

thank you,

you gundu girl who dont know how to sleep early .

Love youuu .

To Rimsha :

Though we're not close friends anymore,

i still wanna say that i'm always there for you alright ?

thank you for being there for me once,

thank you for motivating me,

thank you for everything .

i wish you all the best in life,

lovee you . (:

To Farah :

ey my babyyyyyyyyyyy .

i hope we last long ey , hahah ! *joking*

but ey, thank you for everything .

like follow me to singapore idol,

then i can see my darling charles .

thank you for crapping in class with me,

you've been a great friend ms owl .

lovee ya babe .

To Fyda :

ey kau ! hahaha,

thank you for everything ey .

pleaseee dont do anything stupid and

let all of us worry for you,

and for 2010 .

look on the bright side babe,

you rock so much that those guys arent worthwhile at all .

dont look down on yourself anymore ayes ?

i'll be thereee ,

lovee you . (:

To Anisa :

MIMI ! hahaha, you another oneee .

thank you for those camp stuff,

i wont forget for sure .

thank you for wishing upon a star for me,

and i sure hope someday what you wish for will come true also .

no matter what,

i'll be there as a friend for you .

so will natasha and nathan and charles, haha .

lovee you . (:

To Devi :

devi devi devi,

you rock babe !

thanks for being there as a friend,

and thank me for massaging your leg which totally made it worse i think .

but hey, do takecare huh .

and i wish you all the best .

i'm sure you'll ace it,

your hardwork of studying alone sure will pay off .

lovee youuu (:

To Devona :

you uh , i think i should say a big big big thank you to you .

thank you for being there always,

thank you for the gifts and letter,

thank you for following me to the hosp,

thank you for not being so angry

cos i forever reject going out with you .

just thank you .

i'll be there for you,

and ey fat . dont act strong all,

sick means stay at home alright ?

you rock,

lovee you mother . (:

To Aminur :

ey you also thank you uh .

for esp tolerating my attitude,

i know it's been hard on you .

sory much,

but thank you for being there for me .

dont go mia cos we're still friends no matter what .

long pants , so ? takmo action,

i hope you get together with her alrights ?

lovee you (:

To Zaza :

kau rock kau rock .

haha, thank you much ey .

thank you for being there,

thank you for your advices but till now it wont get in,

thank you for sending me home,

thank you .

you also uh, dont get hurt okaye .

i'll be there and

make sure you take good care of yourself .

lovee youuu (:

To you : thank you for being there once, lovee you (:

2009-12-29T00:09:00.000-08:00

yesterday: met hannah, went to sch . bought books and uni, the girl looked at me and asked, you want chinese ? -.- bought uni, poor bing hong . waited fr ely, saw farhan . then went to search books in bin, went inside for awhile . was tired and hungry, haha . went to bk after that, cass and 3 other guys were there . ate and head to woodlands, republic poly . went to some cafe, thanks ely for the drink . started to prank call, the guy was awesome . my turn, the dumb girl hadda say she wanna call police, -.- left and went home . after that, i was dying ready . went to doc, gave med if not okaye head to hosp . went home, suddenly i had fever 39.3 ? -.- at 11 went to the hosp, waited . then they gave me some med, waited for 2h . then see doc, gave my injection and med . waited for 1h, then left me inside the observational ward, today morning then i could come home .

today: i slept the whole day, i eat i puke . -.- pissing off, okaye im very tired . bye.

2009-12-27T19:45:00.000-08:00

goooooooood morning, last night singapore idol results were not a fair one . first sez made tabby out, and now he wins the idol ? i agree both of them have their own musical talents, but clearly seen sylvia's voice is much much better and she deserves it more than anyone else . like shes been so goood the whole season, pfft . bias uh you all, vote for talent can . kinda got pissed, went on msn and skype , and woahh . all started talking about sez, i like you all . (: whatever it is, i think everyone knows sylvia deserves it . :D

im suppose to be in sch now, haiya the lazy pig wont get up . i woke up at 4am in pain, went to the toilet . started seeing 5 toothbrush instead of 1, so usual . just drop on the floor and slept, it's really not working out for me luh . sucks to keep fainting in pain, next yr i cant always not go to sch . so im heading to sch to get books and uni, and then head to marina . i think, ely's coming also . gotta go meet hannah my cow . :D

oh wait before i forget,

spoiler of the day goes to,

drumrolls pleaseeeeeeeeee !

______ *looks at hannah*

bye morons .

2009-12-27T05:52:00.000-08:00

dont control my life, petty slut .

i kept looking at my tickets and wondering why i didn't go -.-

basically cos i was lazy luh . and what, to be at the front, 12pm ?

6hrs of wait, damn i rather stay at home .

so anyways i think they both did awesome,

but i prefer sylvia to win .

and i prefer tabitha to be in rather than sez,

ANYWAYS .

i think i get totally pissed very easily now,

most prob cos im still not out of this mess .

and to EVERYONE : sorry if i take damn long to reply yr msges and stuff like that

cos i lost my hp charger, and i depend on my cable to charge it

and duh i cant just charge anytime i want .

thank you very much (:

so this week is gonna be a busy week

monday- out to buy sch stuff with awesomeness .

tues- beach with hannah, maybe pari ?

wed- christmas at hannah's place .

thur- gotta help out at cous place, countdown baby !

fri- cous engagement .

sat and sun, please i beg yall .

dont bug my life, its my last 2 days to really enjoy .

mon its back to sch, and please dont spoil my first day with ART,

thank you .

and lastly, fuck you fuck you very very much .

ps: i hate my cca, i cant wait to pass out .

i wonder how i wonder why i have no interest in in anymore .

peace out naked camels .

to martin, jyeah thanks . you take care of your health too .

okayee byeee everyone .

2009-12-26T22:53:00.000-08:00

I ell-ohh-vee-eee NATHAN HARTONO :D

i tell you abt yesterday, i tired to cook .

cutting wasnt that bad,

well i was better than pari .

it tasted nice ,

duh i cooked .

SO ANYWAYS !

webcammed with yarsho, funny girl like seriously .

ate pizza today, and im thinking of tmr .

no actually tuesday, or is it wednesday ?

okaye bye dingass .

2009-12-24T21:23:00.000-08:00

let me see, so last night i had tuition till like at 11 ?
i just couldn't stay still after 2hrs,

im not the kind who can just sit and just listen .

i know he kinda figured out,

but no he's making me sit there longer .

i wanted him to end fast,

he started explaining .

somehow ntg went in luh,

cos my brain kept telling me its time to stop .

when he was teaching i became like this two pictures below,

hello its math .

how to not be stress and

at the same time doze off right ?!

also i can predict next yr,

i would be sleeping and sleeping .
and get so stress up only during exams,

then i'll really be dead .

i get scared often but guess what,

i still dont change . -.-

pathetic, sing along with me .
sch's gonna start in what, 2 weeks ?

lesser?!

im so so so like a 172536489474 times not prepared,

i know i have homeworks,

but i dont know what exactly the hw is .

so anyone kind enough to tell me,

well i wont do luh .

but its good to be aware of what hw you have,

if sch starts means .

1. teachers.

2. fishdamn assembly .

3. attire check .

4. tie hair?!?!

5. scoldings.

6. ART.

7. i hate school .

8. i hate school .

9. last time, i hate sch .

10. you got my point, sch stinks .

SKIPPP SKIPPPP!!!!

heres a little sth sth ,

shut the crap and just read okaye .

okaye wait before that,

i reaaaaaally have to say this ,

you have no rights to talk about what i type about in my blog,

not happy then go get drunk and drive .

so as i was saying,

heres a little sth sth moo moo for yall ,

" you aint nobody,

until someone loves you.

you aint nobody,

until someone cares. "

okaye i got to go now,

and lastly ,

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE .

Santa can you hear me ? I've been so good this year.

So please bring me something special in your sleigh

MERRY CHRISTMAS BRITNEY ! HAVE A MERRY BRITMAS EVERYONE !

2009-12-23T03:07:00.000-08:00

today was okaye luh, hadda go to sch at 7am . but duh i came late, by 14 mins . haha, then went inside meeting room and listen to briefing . went to do duty, was tiring . did it with joey, we kept commenting on people, mcm fun gitu luh . was a long wait well cos the teachers were talking fr a long time, dang it . then arranged the files for teacher and done . debrief and went mac with devi, rimsha and anisa . oh and her 2 brothers ! ate, came home and poof i went to sleeeeeep . gotta go put soon, diana is seriously lazy and tired .

2009-12-22T07:46:00.000-08:00

due to some stuff, i really cant blog about today . im guessing some will know why, (: anyways, i had fun with vik and pari luh, like really . was tiring also, stupid chain . you're lucky we trusted you, and thank you for not betraying our trust, :D also vik taught us sign language, for the chorus of love me . i can do it already, but looks weird uh . anyways, i think im suppose to wake up at 6 tmr, and get to sch by 7 ? i really cant luh, im just so so tired . but i cant not go cos im having some paper with me, haiya . i really need sleep, and thanks to the rain, well cos i keep getting wet this week . i'm sure to get fever soon, pissing off but i enjoyed the rain . gooodnight, poor eyes .

dont tell me craps,

dont control me.

i believe you,

but you're not in a position to ask much,

i dont want to regret,

stop behaving like that .

2009-12-22T06:54:00.000-08:00

Heyy , Martin here to blog for Diana again . She's tired to blog so i decided to blog her . Let her rest , today she got school since morning till afternoon than need to go to her uncle's house . Pity her . Just wanna said that don't forget to eat your meals even though your schedule is tight kayy babe and do please takecare of your health too . =) Okayy . Bet now shes asleep , hehe . sleeptight . Goodnight D .

2009-12-21T05:09:00.000-08:00

went to sch for the christmas party thing, was quite boring luh . i only like the part, waterbomb . but ouch luh, whacked so hard . -.- but i enjoyed, shaq's line . mandi mandi mandi, HAHAH ! and my poor nathan and charles tape, gone . ): gonna be a short post only, oh jyeah . i won si final tics, haha . the official blogger gave me a call . i think he must be wondering, this girl no excitement at all, HAHAH ! must get my butt to mediacorp tmr to get SI tics, alerr . im lazy luh, can i like not go and ask someone elseee ? oh jyeah, i wanna take up skating . like i have to take normal skate lessons, before learning slalom . but then again, learning slalom kinda dangerous luh . im sure to fall alot, ouch in advance . but whatever it is, still gonna take it . prob next jan or feb . :D

2009-12-19T22:49:00.000-08:00

im very very tired, slept at 4 and got up at 8+ . cos like everyone was so noisy, then i went to kpo during the skype call . ibra and kakya went to mosque, so i and akashah went to causeway to get mac food . was tired but jyeah just hadda go . then came back, went down to play soccer . haha, i dont know why also . went to shaf's house, sat and all . okaye i gtg buy some christmas present thingy fr tmr, i still dont know what to buy . -.- i dont feel like going ? like suddenly i dont feel like it, cos its in sch and im lazy to play games . hahaa, okaye going airport later .

that was never a wrong choice,

im trusting this to go well .

2009-12-18T20:08:00.000-08:00

yesterday was okaye luh , went to sch . then we had the thingy thingy, i dnt know . then i went to search for my books, so worried they threw it already . i saw alot of ppl books, pity them . but thank god my book is still in the free locker . hahaha, then we talked talked . came to marsling, went to play soccer, urm i just hadda peeep . done, talked alot . cousin all very noisy but fun, aroy ? what word is that, -.- slept at 3, today 8am . he came and whacked my leg, woke up . hadda go to bedok, take some clothes . then bused back to wooodlands . went online, akeel kept using my lappy wanna play game . went to ntuc to follow kak aisyah to buy some stuff, she was planning to coook . then headed to meet ely, went to devona church . sat outside, was shocked by something . din go in, i think i owe devona a million sorries ? i just din feel comfortable, but i swear i felt damn bad . nevermind, came back to woodlands . cous wanna use lappy, since he wanna skype with parents . bad if i dont let him use right ? now its 2am ready, just webcam-ed with martin, he wants me to post the picture ? ignore the funny face of mine :D it was a total candid, haha . gooodnight lovebugs .

2009-12-17T21:06:00.000-08:00

gooooooooooodmorning . okaye so today i woke up with 16 msges, -.- hello, let me sleep in peace . so anyways, im going for a meeting soon . since i got the perm from cece, i dont think i'll get chased out later . haha ! and anisa owes me stories, yay ! currently chatting with arjun on fb, this guy very weird . he claims martin is very hot, like the fainting kinda hot . HAHAH ! so plans for today is, sch and then head to cous place . then tmr, to devona's church . gonna look so stupid going there, but aiya . gooodluck to all those taking result today ! esp to martin, hopefully you get into sec 5 and then become a pe teacher in the future ! :D

bk jap friends .

2009-12-17T07:04:00.000-08:00

TOMO !

some boy, and jintai ! who claims he has alot of names .

haha, so cuteeeeee !

2009-12-17T06:21:00.000-08:00

weeeeeee, i love the two kukus .

today is so so so the damn fun, like idk what like that !

woke up late, met ely in the bus .

today is not good balance day, lol .

waited at starbucks for hannah,

went to paya lebar .

took cash from mum, left for east coast .

first we reached kinda din know what to do uh,

walked walked, then went to mac .

bought food all that, behind us jap kids

first they damn noisy,

till so guy come talk to us .

we became friends with them, i like shy boy .

hes so freaking cute, i love you all .

peace out my babies , =p

then we went to rent bikes instead of skates,

the seat damn high , serious . -.-

my you know very the pain, serious .

then we cycled all the way, bought batt .

went to the rock nice place,

sooo nice you know .

changed to shorts and shirt, then went to play water, somehow .

started raining, we hadda do our bags

instead of sheltering ourself, we shelter our bags .

hahah ! played rain and went into the sea, so nice .

but yucks to the leaves !

then urm we went to shower in clothes, so fun !

played with all the taps,

rode our bikes in wet clothes .

kinda got people staring like dk what

returned bikes, sat at mac .

ate ice cream, thanks elysee .

took cab, hannah and i got crazy . singing and singing ,

ely quiet only .

then urm it costed me 35 bucks,

the poor uncle hadda count 23 $1 coins,

wait not pr thing, he made one freaking big round okaye !

i love today, tues uh again !

and this is to you two "angels"

i dont know why you two so pathetic luh,

quite funny why you wanna create prob when we din do anything .

haha, dont show off okaye .

we got more attitude than both of you plus family and country combined,

dah la muker mcm sucking pig,

then wanna laugh like as if your mother die,

you got so crazy then your button cant be switch off .

funny sucking pigs,

your art work is so ugly,

even fat people worm tattoo are nicer, :D

2009-12-16T08:11:00.000-08:00

Martin here . updating for her , haha . since she's in camp right now . Hope ure doing fine outthere, miss msging u , miss u . come back home fast kayy . then we can meet . bye .
singning off ; weii martin returns

2009-12-16T07:06:00.000-08:00

i know, hes damn damn adorable .

mr cute turns into a hot guy now .

that up there, is mr arjun bryan kishore cai en .

HAHHA, soooo cute .

so anws, went tfor elysee bbq thing .

met pari first, the kuku .

as usual will stand at the road say hi

bangla know she .

thanks for the burger uh !

then met ely, 3 of us started laughing like idk what .

then met netya, hannah and her sis .

i dont know how to spell her name .

then we laughed laughed, i dont know .

sent pari to the mrt, bye pari .

then 4 of us walked to 133 there, another bbq .

saw all the small kids, super adorable .

waited fr ely, then i got a hugged from the cute girl .

i love you, little girl .

then devona came down,

my mother so fat :o

hahaha !

then then then,

i dont know .

we went off ready,

and here i am online .

gooodnight hot asses,

i love yall .

2009-12-16T00:14:00.000-08:00

HALOOOOO peeepoleh! :D

hannah here.

dianu ask me to blog for her,
& she's gonna blog for mee.
hmmm, so yaaaaa.

errr. uhmmm. errrr,

NURDIANAQUAH :
very nice, uhm , i mean she's awesome!
she is damnn the FUNNY .
super fun! & yes, hott. lol
dcubeg. siao this girllllllllll.
she owes me a song.
on prom nite next year, this girl will
have to sing to me in her gorgeous voice
in the toilet! yes, the toilet. why? diano is shy.
loll. its a promise, she btr keep it luh!
in alll hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, diana
is very the lovable
& I HANNAH montana LOVES HER.

okay, i'll stop with the lameness.

l8r,
we're gonna go for a bbq,
near my block.
elysee will be there too :D
love them both so much! (:

i have nvr tasted bbq-ed marsmallow. lol.
it looks nice on tv though, maybe i'd get to try it today :D

can i know sth? do i have to dress up for thiss??
its right under my block lei. damn weird.
nvm.

i hope NOBODY, stalks her today, aft reaading this. lol.

scammyoldman,
this is for you :
YOU'D BTR WATCH OUT
YOU STINKY BREATHED
OLD FIRST CLASS DRAMA KING!
but actually, u not so good luh.
especially when we've gt u figured outt ((:
LOSER.

okay, im going back into lame-mode.

imsofreakingbored.

found out tt, no need go sch to buy books. awesome.
lol. when am i gonna buy my books??? awaiting friday,
can go shopping , i think :D

okay luh, idk wad to blog redy.
actually, i know.
i wanna type out some songs.
but i pity diana & this blog,

so byeee! ((:

lo0o0oves.

btw, i love our song :D.u.h

2009-12-14T20:30:00.000-08:00

goooooooooodmorning .

i got shocked when i looked at the mirror

in the morning .

my eyes were so so small,

after all the crying .

weird uh, cos normally it wont become this small and weird .

so anyways, i had a weird dream .

the weirdest guy who came into my dream,

was deepak ?

he had long awesome hair,

weirdly licking lollipop

ya i know, -.-

so tmr gonna meet up with ely and han,

dude you're so finish .

@$%$$%

then gonna head for a bbq with,

pari, ely and hannah .

martinmartinmartinmartin !

2009-12-14T06:19:00.000-08:00

dont really wanna talk much about the day, just that i love this two people very much . elysee and hannah, they always make it so fun . thanks yall .

to you all: im sure you all will read this, well atleast one . i cant tell you all face to face because you all are elder, i respect all of you . but for now, i dont think you guys deserve any respect at all . i really really dont . at times i feel like slapping your faces to wake yall up, can you all wake up ? how long more do you want her to serve you ? how long more, you guys got legs and hands, dont tell me doing sth simple is that difficult . do you all need her to clean your backsides also ? come on, freaking dont treat her like that anymore can?! i teared just by the thought of her leaving us, she chose yall to me . can you all atleast just make her happy for once, i can promise 100% that theres never one day she didnt cry . wake up you all, wake up . if ever i dont have any parents, you all are the only people i can look up to . but with this kinda attitude, i wont ever wanna look up to you, i rather depend on friends than family . wake up, pleasee . ):

2009-12-12T23:52:00.000-08:00

i find him so cute in this picture, dont you ?

i prefer him to hady, and im wondering .

how come i see more of taufik and less of hady

when hady's the singapore idol and asian idol, haha .

anws ! i was talking to mum, dad, aunt and grandma .

telling them about my sad life,

like abt how i dont have any cash and all .

and the poor me, yes POOR is getting a new roller blade . :D

and i cant wait for christmas,

cos my aunt promise me a yummy cake and a whole pizza to myself,

and then i cant wait for the presents also .

and i wanna exchange gifts with my cousins,

cant wait to see them .

i've got ntg to say already, bye blog .

i know you want me to keep you alive,

but somehow i just cant .

i can la, but i just dont really bother .

okaye now for real, bye .

(L)

and this is for you,girl .

" Acting is a nice childish profession,

- pretending you're someone else and,

at the same time,

selling yourself."

2009-12-12T04:22:00.001-08:00

what a weird dream i hate last night, haha . it was just so funny, elysee talked about scam . and i dreamed about that woman, having 4 phones, and talking thru all 4 with different voices . what a night, -.- stayed online the whole day i can say, its really boring luh . and i won myself countdown tics, but im giving it away . anyways, i was talking to haiqel about this cos we were really bored .

does talking to the other sex that often means flirting ? it kinda make me wonder what the word flirt really is , somehow i dont really know the real meaning of it and i dont know on who i could use it . we got confuse after talking about it luh, come and tell me what the word really means and stop haiqel from confusing me even more . (:

and this really weird person added me on msn, well i didn't think she was weird . i dont know how she got my email, but we started off quite well till she suddenly gave me a link and said : " hey hun,im gonna start my live webcam with jen . come and join us, you might even see me naked,you can go naked too ." okaye ya, eat fishbones you weird horse ! haha, she totally freaked me out . -.- and now shes telling me how to watch her for free ? ahhhhhhhhhh! block block block, eeeeee .

i'm not your typical superwoman .

2009-12-11T05:23:00.000-08:00

today was late day, woke up late . haha, met ely and han . headed to orchard, urm went to meet the lady for interview, whatever . im lazy to type, all i know is i'm sad cos tues no picnic, i'm sad cos i saw loadsa things and i have to wait fr this freaking job to work then i can buy them . so goodnight people .

* mr hot indy mrt crush* HAHA

2009-12-09T23:10:00.000-08:00

DAMN, YOU'RE JUST SO FREAKING PISSING ME OFF .

no seriously, get a life can ?

you think all those things gonna make me so jealous uh ?

hello boy, hello .

i was never jealous ,

neither have i EVER cared .

wanna know whats happening ,

ask me dont be a coward and

ask your friend to ask me .

its already enough that you stalk my blog,

enough that you irritate me .

now you wanna stalk me everywhere i go ,

freaking get a damn life .

good enough i dont hate you,

good enough i still wanna talk to you .

so for like once, im begging you uh .

leave me alone,

it's really irritating that you're gonna keep doing this .

sucha dickhead .

2009-12-09T21:24:00.000-08:00

goooooooooooooood morning ! just watched the recorded idol thingy , sylvia did great luh . came online, and my favourite art teacher was online . haha, didn't know it was her at first . after so long , i see her online . cher faster come back, without you . gonna be hell next yr ! and we all miss your jokes and your fat son, for sure one . :DD sad thing is, shes gonna be in IT department next yr, after sch lets meeeeeet ! so tmr got job interview , what an awesome job luh . and then theres tues . yayness, so its gonna be hannah, netya, elysee, devona and i . and maybe cass and pari, i cant wait . this is why i love them, they make me happy all the time .

2009-12-09T04:32:00.000-08:00

i find my fringe damn irritating, lol . so today was okaye luh . had tuition, urm not bad . i kinda am liking chinese . i dont find it that hard ready . went to meet hannah, bused to anisa house . small bro got scared by hannah . and no, not same height . i taller :DD haha, went shop with anisa and bro, then hannah and i bused back . excuse to go out, buy burger . dad asked how come buy burger so long, LOL . and i wanna roller blade, tues tues tues !

dont try to be me,

cos you'll never be .

you'll never reach my bitchy attitude,

so keep trying .

2009-12-08T06:35:00.000-08:00

i love today and i love elysee, hannah, anisa and her brother . :DD

met up with hannah first, went to northpoint to get my bag .

watched sesame street show, yay !

i like hannah for bein childish like me,

its so awesome luh .

i think elmo damn cute,

if he was some guy which is real,

i would date him .

hhaha, took bus, changed time to meet ely .

otw back damn sway, couldn't take it .

just boom landed on somewhere,

started puking .

i hate it, like it was painful and irritating .

came out white foam, -.-

ate and all, was suppose to rest .

but nahh, both of us met ely .

went to cityhall, walked around .

i dont rmb anything that i wanted to buy, i think .

made them walk big round, sorry luh .

its like a habit kinda thing uh .

then went to paya lebar ,

took bus 13 to east coast .

sucha long story to get there, walk like dumb

end up took cab,

me and buses cannot make it luh .

walked around, went to eat .

had my charles moment, awwwwh .

AND PEOPLE, TUESDAY !

pleaseeeeee, i wanna roller blade,

no changes . i love you ely and han .

and i esp love ely for calling charles out,

and no boom is not a sirname,

freaking cute guy .

and i love hannah and ely for making my day so AMAZING .

and i love anisa for lending me money,

and i love anisa's bro for following anisa . :/ haha

and i love today, thanks .

and i love today also because,

SYLVIA MADE IT IN !

yay people yay !

better vote for her and make sure she becomes first female idol,

hello . listen to me,

you'll never regret . :D

today no colour, i lazy . lol . (:

2009-12-07T18:41:00.000-08:00

yesterday was not a great night . went off at 1am, had the powerpack 10mins sleep at 2am . and tadaaa, awake till 5am . doing ntg, i was counting sheeps , din work . -.- i tried so many things, so dumb uh . okaye im late to meet hannah, bye sexaye .

VOTE FOR SYLVIA ! dont forget uh :DDDDDDDDDD

2009-12-07T06:11:00.000-08:00

today was okaye, wasnt a boring day . met up with hannah, went to np . as usual wanted to study, but ended up going to ssc . hahha, walked around, went to northpoint, went to bk . tsk us . saw robin and roshan, then ate and all . saw haziqah and amira , haziqah doesnt want cyber hug so today she got a realhug from me, cheeer up (: talked to hannah abt weird stuff, i dont know . just happpens, then called anisa . cos i got excited, am happy for her . am loving our star, i need camps . hello people, where the hell is camp when i need one ?! hahaha, then back home .
so tmr are easy plans, and i might be going to SI . depends on whether azhar has tics, and whether i'm able to make it uh . ha, goodnight .

2009-12-06T00:16:00.000-08:00

been away to cousin's place, as usual . without any fight they would die, haha . at that point of time, i felt glad that i was the only child . haha, but very fun luh . going there is awesome because i get to go to the playground, and play waterguns . first day uh, sent na nasir to airport . then went to tamp, played some 10cent game . it was damn addictive, like we spent $8 . haha, omg uh . went to airport, fetch na nasir, sent them to mosque . then like went home after that, bla bla bla bla . went playground, and thena big fight . haha, and then played some game, like 6 pieces of block, must make into a cube . the master mind, yes me figured it out . so smart, :D read to pari the tamil pledge, lol to me . goodnight .

second day, okaye i lazy to type uh . just know, i had fun playing water gun and watching home alone, home alone 2 . okaye bye .

asked viknesh what to blog about, as expected . told me to blog about him, so here goes . he's viknesh and hes smelly , NO, I'm JOKING! this guy here is really funny, hes going into his first love . i like listening to his stories because they are funny and omg-ing . chapter 1 is done, chapter 2 otw, i hope he gets the right one . and ps: one is hard to get, one is okaye, one is the best . you should understand this , :D okaye done talking about you, goodluck DUDE *non np stuff*

and i just msged anisa, why why why?! because of charles, shes like my charles listener, haha . more of my love craps . so anyways, i started screaming . i think my maid thinks im nuts, nothing new actually . but i can so meet baby on tuesday, awhhh . now everyone go awwwwwwwwh, like finally, like again . i dont mind not going to singapore idol, but people, please vote for sylvia ! HAHA

i also realised i've not done any homework, geees . and im also in need of money, anyone willing to raise funds for me ? i'm a poor soul without any cash, sitting on bed typing crap with a sad face . spread around and raise funds . haa, okaye goodbye dingdongticktocks .

2009-12-03T06:22:00.000-08:00

ever thought if you were all along living a lie ? ever thought, you just live with that type of life, just for the sake of it ? ever thought, you really hate it but you keep it to yourself ? ever thought, what would happen after all this thoughts ? ever thought, you would someday want to change your whole life and not care who you would actually hurt ? Those thoughts were in me, for nearly a week . making a change, i most definitely would, but i know im not gonna be fair to those around me . but should i be living it just for the sake of not wanting any problems, how far can it go ?

today was urm okaye luh, met ely . went pari house, she did her hair . waited 4 hours, went to eat . then home, had tuition . (: not going for npcc tmr, not in a mood . i just wanna quit, or maybe just go for the sake and get it done and over with .

i'm becoming alittle easily fucked up this days, and it's by only 1 person . i cant really explain that feeling, but i just want that person out of my life . not being bad, but i dont want someone who keeps lying and lying . how far do you think you can go ? okaye fine fine, its a game you wanna play, i could play along . but listen, its not gonna do you any good, seriously . dont try to change and bad mouth people just cos you wanna fit in . start knowing who your friends are, try looking . you'll see, everyone is there pretending . just like you, you taught everyone how to pretend . i really want to tell this to you, but i'll never be able to tell you this . it sucks to be keeping it all inside, but by telling you . i know you wont change, i'll let you change yourself, its another game over for you . hopefully,its your last .

2009-12-01T21:20:00.000-08:00

gooooooooooooooood afternooon, i am very sad . firstly because i cant go to idol cs of tuition, yes it sucks i know . BUT im freaking gonna vote uh, tabby cannot be in . i do admit she has the voice but shes making alot of people feel that shes getting alittle to proud ? must be like sylvia and charles, so humble . haha, hopefully they make it thru this time luh, and omg if nathan hartono performs again, hiyo . so my tics, gave to farah and tinie . sorry charles, got tics from him then i never go . so chinese tuition today, i think ill doze off like on and off, who can stay awake doing chinese ? not me, duh .

and oh,for the first time yesterday . i actually did some math, thanks to pari and faris for helping . haha, but i still have like 373675452562 questions to finish, nah joking only 33 left . im so bored now, imagine lying down on bed using the lap, typing crap . i should be going now, goooooodbyeeeeeeee .

VOTE FOR THEM ! credits to azhar for the pics, :D

2009-11-29T07:40:00.000-08:00

just looked through prom night pics, i think all of them look goddamn great . i plan to stay up late cos im so bored, but staying up doesnt help much . been watching movies, kinda am getting sick of it . they recently had the movie marathon thing right ? if i was in it, ha , first one to sleep . i made a new friend today, he randomly added me though, drew ? from america, he kept saying its snowing here . too bad singapore's that cold, so wahlao of him . HAHA, went to the sitex fair just now, awesome uh . saw mr yeung, hes like so shocked, dont ask why . today im gonna randomly blog about um, lets see . i really dont know what, hold on . let me go on msn and ask, brb .

after 30mins, i still dont know what to blog about, let me think again . wait, i'll be back .

okaye i finally figured it out, imma post pictures about " when english goes wrong" done, thats gonna be what i'll post about .

actually means, no pee-ing . security camera is on, haha !

seriously?! club gross, god .
actually i dont get it, but i laughed . am lame .

okaye im really lazy to post pics, hahaha . can go to engrish.com and laugh at the signs when you're bored, i dont think i wanna stay online anymore . its getting alittle boring, wait . very boring, so gooodnight everyone . sorry for the lame post, cant blame me . i was bored, -.-

- Keep away from people

who try to belittle your ambitions.

Small people always do that,

but the really great

make you feel that you,

too,

can become great.

2009-11-28T03:22:00.000-08:00

i wish my lunch was that cute and yummy, all i had was milo and biscuit . didn't feel like eating because i was up since 7 , why ? cos i wasnt feeling well, dumb pain woke me up . i thought last night, since i go to sleep and all , the pain would be gone by morning , but no . it just hadda wake me up from my sleep, arghh ! i've been having like weird dreams, like with my grandma in it ? this week isnt my week, my dreams were all so weird and scary . but some did make me go all red . so i watched tv, spent my morning in and out of the toilet, then finally . went out to look for things, i just walked around the whole market, got alittle bored . bought kfc and went home, then went down to cycle, with my neighbour's bike . got bored, went home and here i am blogging . Oh , i also did my hw for the doctor . she asked me to check about ibs and ibd, well i'm having one of those . ibs isnt a serious kinda thing but ibd is, i didn't wanna scare myself too much also luh . but i dont seem to have the ibs symptoms, like i dont get constipation per . okaye damn, aint gonna scare myself . then i have to go for a scope, and most prob i dont get any shocking results, happy ready . :D

plans for the week, monday i think im going to "sch" with pari, tuesday npcc thing, WAHLAO! wed, i swear i wanna go for idols, but no the dumb dad just hadda make me meet my new chinese tuition teacher, pfffffft . thurs, math tuition . MR DANIEL GABRIEL, okaye hes like damn weird . he'll huh so loudly then give that funny laughter, -.- friday, have to die die go cous house . if not the next time they see me, they'll give me the unwanted face .

and im really very sick of the internet, theres ntg much i can really do . like going to the same webs everyday, how boring can it get . holidays sucks, like really sucks . sch doesnt rock much either, but obviously sch's better . minus the having the wake up early, lessons, teachers, irritating faces, math, eng, ART, mt, chem and bio , well you get it right .

bye for now, i love purple and me .

such a random post

2009-11-25T21:34:00.000-08:00

random post uh . and i kinda hate people who pretend to be someone they're not just to fit in, and i think i wont ever be pretending to be someone im not . even if i suck so much, i think i should atleast rock more than the chickens right . and this will link to that someone, you dont have to go around telling people i suck, thanks for giving me fame . but i would wanna try to get fame myself, and not by the help from you . dont like me, awwh i feel sad for you . but keep those words to your own socks okaye, irritate me one more time and i'll make sure you eat fish bones and ice cream together . dingass !

now let me tell you all this uh, diana's taken ! HAHAH ! want to know by who, by farah . sorry pari , lets quote sth from her blog . ATTENTION; go near her and natasha will pull your hair .

no no, im not serious about this . HAHA, i only love NSC . :D

and lastly i think tuition today is gonna be horrible,

1: i havent get my books.

2: its math tuition

3: i dont even have a freaking calculator

4: i would get very sleepy and ntg will actually go inside.

5: i hate math

6: i pray i dont make the teacher cry like in p1

7: if he ever piss me off, say bye to your car .

8: dad is gonna be at home watching, cant doze for even awhile

9: im complaining alot

10: okaye bye .

AND I WANT A JOB, okaye i seriously have alot of free time to kill . like seriously alot, i'm so lazy to go out all . my aunt says no to jobs cos she said i'll get so into it and not care about studies . who dont think about money, raise up your hand . ps, if you do raise it up . damn, get a life . haha, no no im joking . but seriously, i have to wait for dad to give me cash and all, so pissing off . AND i wanna get a haircut , i want to cut like farhan shah . his hair is so so hot, but obviously no luh . i'll cry and suck thumb all night long . pari's gonna do sth to her hair , so maybe i'll follow along with hannah . and just do sth dumb to my hair, i hope i dont end up crying like in p1, okaye why is everything linking to p1 now ? my life during p1 that bad uh ?

LASTLY, why are you people spamming my inbox asking me to go for a party ? hello, do i look like i will go ? haha, BUT i promise to be there through sms-es . i just looked at the mirror, okaye i think im not gonna cut my hair and keep it long . but then uh, i'll probably die soon cos of arm cramps, cos me and tie hair . omg, painful . i realise i get very vain when my hair is tied up, like major vainess in me . hey you cant blame me okaye, sexy chick are suppose to be vain and dumb . but for me, none of those two .

i know i said lastly but shhh, i have sth to share . i love my dreams, i think msging anisa at night is a sign of a good dream . first night, rabbits ? seriously, hahah ! last night, omg luh . i blushed yes i did, but if it really happens , hell no . i'll freak out, and i got pissed off in the morning . because some chinese tuition center called, i thought awhile only uh . she talked to me for 35mins, asking me so many qns, and i talked in english, she was like . can you talk in chinese, haha . she'll probably have a good laugh after hearing me talk, but its okaye . okaye fine, i shall stop now .

goodbye HL milk .

2009-11-25T07:27:00.000-08:00

idols news, omg right . i know, i told mum there will be 4 remaining, and really it came true . was like telling anisa.M that i dont mind charles going out and all, cos everyone can see hes the weakest . results came out, msged her . and anisa, ILOVEYOU . ohmygay , i will really pray for you okaye, remember that bad hand sign, yes . point it to nasi lemak, and bam he'll forever be yours ! *last long* HAHAHA ! sing the song, yay ! i love S, C, and me ! goodnight .

2009-11-24T04:25:00.001-08:00

today is super tiring, woke up . was lazy luh, but had to . went fr the study thing, i din even study . haha ! pari msged that someone, tsk ! hahha, i pity *him* haqym still havent wake up, damn uh . so at 11, rushed home, bought mac first then headed home . usual pari went gaga over dad, then talked talked . headed out to buy the sim card, haha . pari felt like killing me at the same time, hey excuse me mrs pari . FRIEND ONLY ! the person knows my dad, weirdly . :o headed to sch, went for prefect . waited for mrs chan with shahir, afiq and hui ping . mr tan came out, we went up to prefect room , did our stuff then played game of life, im the so called money face, cos everytime pay day, i self service, wont wait for shahir to give money . HAHA, sorry uh you all . then hui ping checked phone, 4 missed calls from mrs chan, all panick, ran down . mrs chan looked vry angry, like serious . then helped her do things, slack in GO . went up prefect room, standard i got the most money . went down to GO, hadda help mr chia this time . this afiq and shahir bully me, forever you know they all . -.- left with pari, rushed to mrt station . as if got dogs chasing me from behind . went inside ntuc while pari went to find reza, pitied her so i came out . waited and waited, she looking looking . i turned right, im like of shit la . how to run now, told pari . the idiot still looking to the left asking where where, -.- gave him the phone, quickly went off ready . hayo, went to buy cookies then headed to park . otw saw anisa bro, haha ! anisa really tortures abt the whole michael thing, but she tells good stories ! told him to pass a msg, wonder if he did . walked to pari's bus stop , and poof . am home, gotta help cousin cut some stuff, hes gonna spray sth on sth, i dont know . goodnight .

2009-11-23T06:52:00.001-08:00

its getting kinda boring here, like really . thank god i have fabian, we're tryna nickname ourselves . haha ! fabian, i like you ! and dont worry, my msn smiles will always be better than yours . movie soon uh, you treat me . since you're working . ;DD

2009-11-22T22:50:00.001-08:00

okaye the tag is back, yes i know its too pinky and all . but oi, spare me a thought here . im so lazy, its good that i even bothered . so tag all you want, ;D

woke up, hadda rush to aunt house . hiyo waste time, cos hadda wait fr the rest also . headed to airport, umar so noisy in the car . haha ! reached, we din know where to go like we couldnt find anyone . my grandma went with my aunt, and i thought she knew i wasnt there anymore . ate and all, haha . the damn butter ! looked fr the rest, realise grandma crying cos she thought i lost . HAHAH, ape laa nenek ! met the rest, usual . kecho lohh, blah blah blah . all the hugging and crying, then off home . tmr npcc, but gonna run away to prefect at 1 . wed maybe going to cousin's house, then thur tuition ready . ); sad life .

2009-11-21T06:40:00.000-08:00

HAHAH, what a picture right . but credits to devi for the pics, thank you . today all i did was msg people, mainly khaizan, omar and haqym . haqym randomly talked to me on msn last night, i din even know he was in my msn list, haha . but hes really nice and all uh, was shocked fr a msg last night . but still, he'll be a great friend . (: dah goodnight humans .

2009-11-20T06:38:00.000-08:00

credits to anisa parveen aka michael's love . so the copycat can what ? go and die !
yesterday went to sp, took mr muru car . was raining so heavily, we were so scared cos it was flooded and all . reached, registered . went in, rimsha and i sat together while anisa sat alone at the another corner . i was entertaining her though, right anisa ? plus i sent natasha over what . i seriously typed and talked crap to her, and she on the other hand kept laughing till the woodland sec girl thought she was nuts . she made friends with them, so did we . name was called out as sri devi, cos i was replacing her . and hawazi diapi said, devi congrats . i wanted to laugh real badly luh, group photo and back to mr muru's car . i got a nice memorable picture, mr muru and anisa understands, hahaha ! rimmy rimmy, tsk3 !

today, met pari . off to raffles, waited for everyone . i saw farhan firdaus, after 3 years . and he remembers me, bagus ! blah blah, then stand at my place and all . 25mins only, and tadaaa . i got my pay, hardwork you know . not ! plus i fell in love with the police, so cute luh he . hes not suppose to laugh while doing his job, but he did . blah blah, went to town . walked around and all, then trained home . weird thing started while i was bending down . pari started taking pics, the man beside me said sagat cantik la, i was like urm okaye . after so long, he started asking which sch, how old, singaporean then asked fr my number, this pari started laughing like mad . -.- before getting down, he asked again, he's a indo i guess ? er wth luh . i only love khaizan, eeeee sick .

2009-11-18T19:20:00.000-08:00

camp was a blast, i swear it was . let me explain more, dont read if you dont want to . muahahaha !

first day: met aminur, then waited fr rimsha , he passed her sleeping bag . all went in and talk crap, went fr lunch and all . then started making the flag, my group name was the farters . melissa luh, so random and cute . the flag, omg omg . shit on it, and our arses were drawn on the flag :D played games, whatever shit all . then went to change, went to prefect room . they put make up for me, tied my hair . i was the so called small ghost carrying balloons, all of us got ready to scare them for night walk . hid behind the pillar, slowly came out and wave, all started screaming . so so fun, pictures soon . HAHA, devi laughter was the funniest, she laughed anisa and i looked at each other and started laughing, -.- ghost can laugh . at night, started talking to anisa, man those dreams . nevermind, its never wrong to dream, sec 1 joined us . talk talk, 3am . left shaq, siti, anisa, rimsha and i . shaq and siti slept, 3 of us talked crap, like about sex and all, and loadsa other secrets came out . talked about people we hate and all . finally went to sleep .

second day: did pt, breakfast and off to the mrt station . usual, hadda wait for devona . left to ica, she wanted to go get her passport, reached hadda wait quite long uh . so many babies there, and i had fun taking devona's pictures . from a small kid, to a big kid and lastly a ghost . took her passport, cab to kk hospital, waited and waited . went in, bla bla bla . doc started making me scared and all, shit bag all . then cab back to sch . then devona came again cos i needa get my cards from her, then action uh girl ? had amazing race, so poor thing they all . then devi was in pain, went up class . i massaged her, sorry if it kinda didn't work, maybe think of *** it might, HAHAH ! went to shower first, then slack slack . ate and it was bbq time . had so much fun ! ESP THE STAR STORY, anisa would understand the best . all i can say is, the star belonged to us and we were so dramatic, right anisa ? and what happened, it came true . after o's yours will come true, hahaha ! went to ava, watch paranormal, everytime the thing change to night . anisa and i grab each other, haha, funny luh . rimsha started shivering near me, then i kinda got scared at the ending part, went to class . all bommmz and slept .

third day:
woke up, packed devi stuff cos she was in pain and wanna go home . takecare uh girl, she was like in deepshit kinda pain . breakfast then went to pack bag and water bomb game ! anisa and i the two kukus, went to the shower place and just wet ourself, first try . both wanted to get water, both knocked against each other, ponna power pack ! then wet and all, later rimsha joined us . haha ! so so fun ! now am home, cos hadda leave earlier . needa go to singapore poly with mr muru, anisa and rimmy to get some stuff . needa wear blazer, haiyo all this people . I LOVE THE CAMP SO SO SO MUCH !

*those who have the pictures and videos, must must send to me uh . esp the ghost one*

2009-11-14T06:20:00.000-08:00

im so so pissed off right now, of all goats . they gave me the most horrible one, if i ever die . please do feed natasha, shes imaginary but still she needs food . i know all of you are missing me very much, hahaa . no no, im joking . i bought a pop art shirt, so so cute . with the monster there, i've yet to get anyone anything . sorry yall, i really cant find anything much . cos well, i went to shop on dvds, instead of like going to the clothes place, blame dad fr that . so i think tmr's gonna be the last day to shop, i want more shirts luh, its sur sur cuteeee ! am chatting with pari, zul and dumb watermelon . but i love him, (: dah happy ? am hopping that aly would msg, if shes somewhere near, could meet up with her . plus, tmr's her birthday . advance birthday love . ;DD

2009-11-12T06:20:00.001-08:00

first day wasnt that bad luh, i enjoy the eating part . dad's gonna get me those nice shirts tmr, happy birthday in advance to him . pari wished me saying darling, he replied sweetheart, i really dont understand this two people . HAHA, im missing alot of people . and will try to get those things you all want, try ey no promises though . gonna play Wii now, goodnight . love yall, ;D

2009-11-12T04:04:00.000-08:00

BOO! haha, pari here.
posting for diana.
well, lemme update abt what happened today.
i woke up in the morn and msged diana.
got ready for skul.
felt so weird without diana there.
saw diana's darling in the skul. haha.
skul actually starts at 9am but i reached at 7.44am.
dumb me. was msging diana.
talked to jas and mich, they make me laugh.haha.
met farah oudside skul.
went for maths lessons.
blabla.
farah went to tell diana i bullying her.
so ya, diana's flight left at 10.30
after maths lessons, got back my report bk:)
bused back hme.
im starting to miss diana already.
tmr there's skul, but i dont want to go cos of this stupid sorethoat.
thats abt it for now.
shall update tmr too:)
hope diana is having fun there.
nur diana quah is loved and missed by parimala:))

2009-11-11T15:04:00.001-08:00

7.04am, and i'm off to the airport . wont be updating, but for those who know my password . dont mind but update fr me ;D goodbye and takecare

2009-11-10T21:53:00.001-08:00

i'm lazy to blog abt yesterday,
but i love myself for skipping sch and going to marina barage to play water,
awesome uh pari !
and whatever it is, im getting that bag .
so what, its cute right !

today; pari din come . the rest also din, so i talked to hui ting in eng class,
more of like copying her ans all the time, sorry uh !
then went to get myself sth to eat during the break,
went to chi class and i actually thought i was late .
went, only saw jin ming there .
libin started scolding me, like so loudly .
he said i cant go far without him,
and hes not teaching me next yr .
so if im that capable,
i'll show him my results next yr,
seriously felt like asking him to stfu .
he forced me to pay money,
when i kind on the spot found out i had to pay fr sth,
thank jm fr lending me .
after all that, i realise he has stm .
cos he was so nice and he asked me if i got the book and did i pay, and when i paid ?
huh right , -.-
and f im in his class next yr,
sway not ! but theres jieying, yenlin and JOANNE ! thum thum !
msged devona, pari, aminur, khaizan and rezza .
they were entertaining my boring and sad life .
after all this sad things, went out of sch smiling, why ?
cos i saw mr stanley ang at the gate ,
then back to sad life cos he went into the car with mrs raj . ):
most pathetic part of the day is when the
stupid watermelon chicken leg khaizan decided to visit me outside sch,
and which doofus would hide behind a pole ? HIM !
non stop argue, inside the bus .
i sat all the way at the back, he sat infront .
then can msg me and argue somemore, haha !
its a funny kind of arguement,
but anw, thanks fr sending me home .
and you idiot moron,
you can flood my inbox,
flood my feed but no you just wont reply me on msn right ?!
shut up and die, thank god you cant tag me on my blog,
watermelon banana skin .
4 more days left, right khaizan ?
yes, be sad please, cos i know you love me ;DD
I'll be away for 5days, takecaree yaww .

2009-11-09T05:40:00.000-08:00

yay for today , so met pari at 8 . usual, went to mac ate and all . headed to suntec there, in the bus started to talk about religion, damn random i know . after that went to peni, near the hotel there , the dudes stop us and took a pic with us ? so scary but fun, haha . then took cab to marina barage, first the uncle is super weird . second, the taxi ***** pari will know this . headed there, water tempted us like alot, so yeahh . wet, not really wet though . pictures and all, then headed to city hall to meet ely, cass, zali, zul and hannah . pari laughed super loudly, and i found out cass laughter is very contagious . hannah came, went to peni . blah blah , wanted to head to barage but rained so went to marina square . went to eat, funny thing . elysee dropped burger and shouted , whole mac stare at our table . HAHA, watched the kumar video . funny, indians kene fuck, very noisy . cos they'll go ahma ahpa, dey . sth like that, the video is super funny . plus i wanna get that top, save diana save ! bla bla bla, headed to pari's house, take things and yup am home typing this . HAHA, tmr, awesome plans . and libin called mum to tell i skipped class, !#&^# dumbo !

2009-11-07T05:03:00.000-08:00

MALAQUE ! hahah, hope you like the gift huh .

yup, its that bag shes holding there .

see ya next week !

i'm so so bored right now, cookie boy hilang ready ):

tmr's sunday and i think its gonna be a boring day .

theres sch on mon, suck but atleast it keeps me entertain .

nights yaww .

2009-11-06T20:19:00.000-08:00

yesterday:
pari came to my house, was still sleeping uh . haha, then went to shower and all . went to buy breakfast with her, ate and all . came back, first thing was to start downloading all the songs devona wanted, hard time . then ely came over, went up the hill to "" and @#!$^ to whatever thing that poked my poor toe, so painful . went home, ate lunch . went to check the songs, realised i lost ALL the songs . so stressed out ready, ely and pari left . so the poor me quickly downloaded all the songs back, thank god it worked out this time . zul and zaza were msging me, then took the cds and left to np . waited fr zaza first, then we waited fr devona . usual, super long . and once again devona daryl, he isnt my boyfriend, -.- she talked alot, but i was entertained uh . walked around northpoint, walked to 811 bus stop . devona bused home, zaza and i went to the shop to rent cds . okaye, before that . the idiot made me walk pass a roach, and the thing actually came towards me . fxck uh, so the scary -.- went to rent cd, saw viknesh sir . otw home, this boy dont know how kinda fell, then act macho dowanna take tissue and clean his wound .

2009-11-03T06:54:00.000-08:00

i'm so random but i have to post this, and this post is dedicated to my p1 chinese tuition teacher . if you ever like amazingly happen to read this, im very sorry . i was young, dumb so dont blame me . and if ever you're popular now, i'll support you to make it up to you . for real, no seriously .

maid was telling my mum, new tuition teacher . will i make him cry ? then it brought me back to what happened when i was in p1, story with my tuition teacher . after tuition, she brought me to the library, i had $13 . so on the way back, i wanted to buy some toy which cost $1, so means i have $12 left . she kept it inside my purse and brought me home, went home . i checked and said i lost $1, cos i kinda forgot i bought the toy, so yes the kuku me went to accuse her of stealing . HAHAH, damn evil . the worse part was, she started crying, like someone died . cos i kept saying she took my $1, curse that toy man ! she cried fr the whole night at my place, give my dad $100, dad said not her fault . next day, she called my dad to come down . went down, her husband and her were downstairs, they folded 1000 paper cranes to say sorry, and she even showed my dad her posb book, she said she never did steal my $1 . she cried and cried, ):

i feel damn guilty now, but i promise never to do it to my future tuition teacher . and worse, i might burn down his car . so once again, sorry teacher . but seriously, i know i din get your teaching . but im very very sorry .

2009-11-03T02:14:00.000-08:00

i realised holiday isnt like a holiday anymore .
now till 13 nov- revision
12 nov - 15 nov overseas .
16 nov - some stuff .
18 nov - 20 nov prefect camp .
20 nov - 22 nov . some shit .
23 nov - 25 nov npcc camp .
26 nov till the end , tuition !

Dec will be for campcraft trainings and more studying .

Nevermind, its all for my own good .

I'm actually really scared about the fact that i have less than a year till the O's .

Math and Mt is so gonna pull me down badly luh .

Art, dammit .

Okaye nevermind, look on the bright side .

I'm gonna be 16 next yr . HAHAH !

SO ANYWAYS, the song you belong with me

by taylor swift got really stuck to me since this afternoon .

so random, i know .

went to watch the vid, look at the lyrics .

then boooom, i laughed cos i thought of weird stuff .

" I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night . "

BUT !

i thought they lived beside each other ?

fine fine, the lameness and randomness shall stop here .

I think i have Philophobia ,

and so the wait stops here . ;D

2009-11-02T03:42:00.000-08:00

please dont mind this post, its gonna be a vulgar, evil one . not because i plan it to be this way, but i know you would read this and i really want you to know this . i dont care if you drag me down after this, cos i wanna say my piece .

listen up uh, this is serious shit . dont go around thinking you're one big fxck okaye, its good enough theres someone willing to wait and love you . you go around liking so many girls, you say you truly love them . and once they reject you, you go fr another ? which part of you truly loving them am i missing out ? get your facts right, she's being so nice to you . okaye, admit she did you wrong . but hey, shes willing to mend it now right . dont fcking come and show attitude, guess what . you aint the only one with attitude, barbarian who cant control emotions will be like you . a sucker, a dingass . okaye fine, after all this happen . you wanna bring a girl in, ? what was that all about, you cant defend yourself ? just for a small matter like this, you wanna make it so big and so wtf ? come on, be a man and face it . dont hide behind and act like you're the good guy . the whole world knows what kinda guy you really are now, to think i would trust you . im sure she can find another guy, who needs a useless guy like you . but you better stop all your fucked up lies and stories and do not get anyone else involve . want it over, why drag more people in ? over means between us only and no one else . i'm really not scared of you, you wanna call your whole dog gang down, i dont mind . but mind your words, dont twist here and there . for once, be a man .

thank you, and please grow up . :D

2009-11-01T01:13:00.000-07:00

I went to swensen and i like it . the wedding is so noisy but i love it .
Happy birthday Benz ;D

2009-10-30T07:28:00.000-07:00

sch was boring, din get back my report book uh .
ms winnie so kind uh, give us so many things .
went home, slept till 5 .
went to sch, met rk and the rest . 4 of us played scrabble, in our own way, seriously omg kind .
cheli joined me and hui ping . the rest went down, rk came back up .
left few letters, he started making words . there were 3 Zs, so he put zzz . and said its a word, the noise of people sleeping -.-
went to ava . cheli, hui ping and i were the so called package . so we told rk cannot separate us , -.-
did some duty . went down to eat, sadly nothing was left . and they gave me sth non halal, i eat ready . then they were like ey halal not, halal not . bagossss ! joke around, talk talk . went to take pic, funniest . i think overnight there also cannot get perfect shot . after that, actually all suppose to go mac . end up only 5 . doug, rk, rahmat, cheli and i . ate, talk talk . all of them agree stanley ang is cute ! HA, beat that man ! went home . AND SHARUKH, watch out uh . i will grow taller, dont talk so much, you wont ;DD

2009-10-29T04:28:00.000-07:00

Yesterday:
sch, pathetic . serious shit . after that, met farah . cab to mdc, got the tics and sat lifelessly, kept asking farah which guy she wants . HAHA , show all start . malas uh wanna shout, if xinyi there then most prob i would . the cute cute girl sat beside farah, awwwwh . Sherry was there, as usual he entertained us . Results show, farah -.- results not out, she start crying ready . Funny girl, after that went reception . Oh ya, i saw hyrude . ;DD then waited, took pics with nurul first, freaking cute luh she . simple yet awesome, waited fr the rest . Mae's so friendly, anws happy birthday to Mae and Charles ! And malaque, i think you did awesome yesterday . Look at the card and follow what it says, dont quit ! (:

Today:
Went sch at 7, did duty . haha, shaq siti and i, nonsense uh ! then the sec 1 T came, all started calling DSH, i like uh but then again paiseyh . not updated uh they all, now change to DCUBEG per ! then we had some conflict, Devi shouted . she really knows how to take charge, awesome uh she ! if i, i think i would shut and hide inside the store room . HAHA, overall i had fun uh . esp before they came, we played soccer, basketball, captain ball . morning PT , winner for the day . 1T1, the teachers all so semagat, of cos that class will win uhh . then after end, shaq, siti and i rushed to canteen, super hungry uh . bought foood, bla bla bla . went up indoor hall, hadda sweep . devi powerpack again, walk around without shoes and sweep . while i ran around with the broom like some madcow . mr ng came, debrief . he is super cute, he was acting . so dramatic, but i think hes the teacher who can really make us understand thing and when he talk its like hes just talking to his friends . AWESOME ! then pari came over, cant take it so i slept uh . (:

2009-10-26T06:16:00.000-07:00

today was awesome ! morning met aminur, he gave me chocs and swt ? heh, enjoy camp ! so morning, got ready and all . in the bus sat with aishah, went lta . joined 3e7, i tell you that place super cool . esp the mrt part, HAHA ! then quiz time, super hyper . all of them stole my answers, haha . basket uh you all, nevermind seri gave me sweeeeet . then blah blah, bused back to sch . only when reaching sch, i started playing the music super loud, cos i could shake my head and dance . toilet, super sway . went to bk, ate and all . was with hannah, went to meet zaza at the lib . his book is super gross but true . "sperms are from men, eggs are from women" thats the title, haha . i was more into his diary kinda book, dont be sad zaza ! hannah also got stuck to it , hannah read . zaza and i went down to get subway, bully jer uh si giler . then he uh, powerpack . went inside library with subway, never get caught . went out with hannah this time, sat and subway and he ate . pari then came, we decided on a movie . went in, pari and hannah . tsk, chaos is what you get when donkey and dog combine . lucky zaza and i were still humans , haha . then somewhere during the show, kinda drop popcorn on him . what the kuku do ? throw popcorn infront, smart not ? YES, then after show . zaza went home . 3 of us went lib, then hannah went home . pari and i walk walk at the park . oh jyeahh . so tmr is duty then aft that birthday bash, muahahaha ! ey f bowling ? mati uh, my nails ! ):

2009-10-24T01:07:00.000-07:00

i miss this two awesome people, i hope hope hope . i get to meet nurul next wed, if she can make it uh . freaking miss those times, and helmi . 3 yrs since he left, damn ! so anws, today is a really boring day . tmr will be worse, i wanna go to sch . okaye i agree sch is so pathetic, but atleast i dont rot that much in sch unlike home . im lazy to go out, haha . the only entertainment fr later, sing idol encore . so monday going lta, tues got some thing at yishun park , wed not sure . thur fri, lessons again .

so lend me your smile,

cos sometime i need it .

2009-10-22T02:57:00.000-07:00

yesterday:
sch as usual, pass 4 . failed 2 . ey, boring day la . i cant really remember what happened also . aft sch headed to northpoint, came to my house . then i hadda go raffles alone to take camera, then hadda go clementi meet Xinyi, then changed plan . i dropped at yishun, walked walked in northpoint . took cab to mediacorp, told the uncle to go slower . haha, then he talked alot, din have to pay . then saw rina, mas, ath, herni, celine and hyrude . sat and watch the show, was okayeee . i wasnt shouting and all uh, and that sherry dude . total gayness, but haha . he made me laugh hard, (: sad amira went out, it's so unfair ? went to reception, oh ya ! i saw athirah too, and jyeah . there goes my awesome drama skills (: took pics, cab home alone . done . nurul's gonna be there on sat, so gonna go meet her . been so long hor hor , hope nisa comes too !

today:
din go fr CIP . sorry ey farah, hahaha ! met pari, headed to amk . stalk old people, nonsense but fun . ate and all, walk walk . bused to yishun, came to my house . took money and went to watch a movie, my sister's keeper . ey awesome movie, its very touching . a show to watch (: then ey, i cant really remember . then went to np, saw yen lin and hannah . all of us decided to go home, in bus hannah and i changed plans cos er long story . haha, then jyeah . drag time alot, just by sitting down and talking ? rightttt, that was my day . AND MY CAMERA IS SPOILT, the lense broke ? it was okaye, i think my cousin dropped it or sth and boom the lense broke ? its gonna cost me $700 just to get the lense, or maybe more ? dammit laa, so freaking sad ):

2009-10-20T05:13:00.000-07:00

met pari kinda late, cos well i had a hard time waking up . went sch, first period . art, i passed . same marks as pari . then was hist marks, pass also . went fr pe, captain ball . basket, -.- farah wasted tak dtg . then recess, then chem . haha, horrible . fail so rabak, math, failed but was happy cos i improve somehow ? and pari and i same marks again, hahah ! then chi, i almost pass ? hopefully the other things can help pull up uh . assembly talking abt mercy relief, then i wanted to ask abt how to go and help mercy relief, ended up . pari hannah and i hadda take charge of the donations tins . haha, stayed in sch . wait fr people to donate, then left to my house . super sleepy and all uh . then when i was half asleep, someone knocked very hard . damn, went to check . they came to deliver ipod, thanks hoh . and theres a sweet card also, haha . sent pari to bus stop, walked with hannah . zaza msged, hannah left . zaza walked home with me, hmmm . im tired to blog ready, shall blog tmr . byeee .

2009-10-19T06:45:00.000-07:00

hey all Fabian here..:)Diana kinda offered me to blog...well i agreed and so im bloging....and diana is a new friend to me whom i just met last tuesday.....so far shes okay:)..shes sweet and caring:D.......And 1 more thing...Diana your damn random!:D muahahhaha

19sept, ;D

2009-10-18T23:53:00.000-07:00

ATTENTION; parimala has the most unglam pics of me . seriously the most unglam, haha ! basket luh you girl . anws i think im heading to aunt house soon, most prob cousin would come over after his rugby, we wanna exchange songs . i know this is the second time im blogging fr today, but im bored, what to do ? tmr there's sch, after sch plans are awesome . plus it's worth it to make someone angry just by a picture (: