today i swear i had fun with ely and aminur today , HAHA . the idiots who got so freaking wet . then ely and i got high when we reached hannah's house, HAHA ! freaking funny i tell you, then went to devona's place next . prepare to see devona doing a dare during math lessons, HAHA . today also sucked because i saw him, again . like seriously, its been a freaking year diana . just freaking let go can ? &@%$)$&$

you still live inside of me,
you're the only one i wish i could forget.
and though there are times when i hate you cause i cant erase
the time that you hurt me and put tears on my face
and even now while i hate you it pains me to say
i know i'll be there at the end of the day
somehing that i feel i need to say
but up till now i've always been afraid
that you would never come around
and stll i wanna put this out
i feel you're not deserving of me,
and still you're the only one .
i know that ily but let me just say
i dont wanna love you in no kinda way.

this seriously sucks badly, its really not me.