ever thought if you were all along living a lie ? ever thought, you just live with that type of life, just for the sake of it ? ever thought, you really hate it but you keep it to yourself ? ever thought, what would happen after all this thoughts ? ever thought, you would someday want to change your whole life and not care who you would actually hurt ? Those thoughts were in me, for nearly a week . making a change, i most definitely would, but i know im not gonna be fair to those around me . but should i be living it just for the sake of not wanting any problems, how far can it go ?
today was urm okaye luh, met ely . went pari house, she did her hair . waited 4 hours, went to eat . then home, had tuition . (: not going for npcc tmr, not in a mood . i just wanna quit, or maybe just go for the sake and get it done and over with .
i'm becoming alittle easily fucked up this days, and it's by only 1 person . i cant really explain that feeling, but i just want that person out of my life . not being bad, but i dont want someone who keeps lying and lying . how far do you think you can go ? okaye fine fine, its a game you wanna play, i could play along . but listen, its not gonna do you any good, seriously . dont try to change and bad mouth people just cos you wanna fit in . start knowing who your friends are, try looking . you'll see, everyone is there pretending . just like you, you taught everyone how to pretend . i really want to tell this to you, but i'll never be able to tell you this . it sucks to be keeping it all inside, but by telling you . i know you wont change, i'll let you change yourself, its another game over for you . hopefully,its your last .
Hello, I am Diana .
Mr D loves.
I'm 15 and I'm sane .
I have weird cravings,
I'm awesomeeee :D
I hate Math, why ?
They make simple things so complicated
Live life right now,
Just be YOURSELF
It doesn't matter,
If it's good enough for someone else .