19sept . (:
dang, i finally uploaded all the pics from my cam . faizal isa , cute huh ? i think this is like the only ncie pic i took of him, i like this best uh . i woke up early today, so babi luh . came online, met a new friend .
azhar,
nice guy (: chat with fabian, woahhh . seriously dude,
4 & 5 ? hmmm,
and faris and i got plan on thur , see how uh . i rather go rudy house, serious shit . so last night was okaye till the dumb me hadda send a msg and then get back sth which really shoot me hard uh . it hurts badly when you finally want to trust someone, and that someone just crushed the trust you have like an elephant jumping on an ant over and over again . everything is just bullshit of the second, min, hour, day, week and year ,
really is (: now i really dread of going to sch, biggest fear .
" I can see behind the curtain.
The wheels are cranking, turning,
It's all wrong.
The way we're working towards a goal that's nonexistent
It's nonexistent,
but we just keep believing."
And the worse part is, before it gets any better we're headed for a cliff.
And in the free fall, I will realise I'm better off when I hit the bottom.